Day dreaming.
From the distance, I can see you smiling at me,
knowing that you’re excited to be with me.
But suddenly I was blinded by the light across the sky;
I take a deep breath before I opened my eye.
I realize that you’re only an illusion,
nothing but a part of my crazy imagination.
I close my eyes again and try to think you back,
but all I see was an empty black.
An intense pain I started to feel,
I can’t accept the fact that you’re not real.
I stood up to continue on this day,
but I don’t know how to take this pain away.
I turned around and I can’t believe it’s true;
my heart starts to smile when I saw you.
Wish.
I only have one wish that I always keep here in my heart,
which is to spend my life with you.
Remember walking on that old street, where we talked lot of things,
arms linked and sharing laughter's together.
Always here in my side, wiping my tears when I'm crying,
and catching me when I'm falling.
Showing me how to smile no matter what problems lies ahead,
teaching me to be tough and fight those obstacles away.
Like a shield that always protecting me,
served as a light that keeps shining through out my darkest way.
Thanks to God that he brings you in to my life,
and I promised that I will love you with all my heart.
Dream.
Another sunrise comes, as its shining light hit my eyes.
I woke up, without you on my side,
I don’t want to stood up and continue this day,
knowing that you’re not here with me, to complete my day.
A lot of time went by and I’m still in vain,
I just want to sleep, so I can’t feel the pain.
Hoping for a dream of you, so I can see your face again.
Your gorgeous smile that always makes my heart melts,
that beautiful face, which I always treasure here in my mind.
I want to be with you and stay on your side,
so I can show you how much you bring happiness here in my life.
Tired.
I’m tired of waiting for something;
I’m tired of wasting my time for nothing.
Tired of feeling emancipated,
and tired of those people causing me more pain.
Tired of proving myself to others,
But it’s seems not enough for them.
I’m tired of living this kind of life,
tired of waiting,
tired of crying,
but still trying to survive.
Life without you.
Sometimes I'd like to feel happy but my lips wouldn't smile.
I want to cry but my tears won't shed.
I want to make the time stop but it still functions continuously.
I want to fly but everyone is dragging me down.
I want to make my world colorful but only black and white are the colors I see.
I want to accomplish my goals in life but a lot of hindrances appear on my way.
I want to be noticed, but I still appear invisible for them.
I want to make things right but it seems wrong for others.
I want to have a wonderful dream, but instead I'm having a nightmare.
Sometimes, I thought that I would suffer through this life forever,
but good thing that you came and changed my life.
Billet-doux
Dreams serve as our rendezvous,
just like you said on your billet-doux.
Please come see me on my dreams tonight,
Leave your miseries behind,everything will be alright.
I’m so nervous and I can’t wait,
looking on the clock, hoping I won’t be late.
Time still flowing, as I think so deep,
counting sheep’s, until I fall asleep.
Finally I’m here on our meeting place,
I’m stunned when I saw your face.
A pretty Asian girl, with a skin so mild,
My world stop’s when I saw your lovely smile.
Slowly and gently you hold my hand,
as we treasure our moment on this amazing land.
We kiss each other, my heart pump so fast,
I don’t want this dream to last.
Kind a of 1
You’re one of a kind,
and I can’t get you out on my mind.
The person that always makes me smile,
and the person that makes me cry.
We share laughter’s together,
and we fight pain together.
You bring color to my world,
and bring back joy to my life.
You’re my heaven when my life is in hell,
and serve as my cure to keep me well.
You said you want to grow old with me,
the way I want to share my life with you.
4y3m
Emancipated, tired of being a fool and a wasted,
I want to feel happy and be contented.
Be satisfied on everything that I have,
and to share those things to the person I love.
I woke up and trying to face each day,
hoping for a good thing happens to come along on my way.
Yesterday was like a hell for me,
it’s just like a nightmare that keeps hunting me.
I was consumed by all the mistakes that I made,
and became the person that everyone hates.
One day there’s a person I met,
she said I want to change your life and make you a better man.
I don’t know if she’s trying to trick me,
but then I realize that she’s serious to help me.
Day by day we bring smile to each other,
we share pain and problems together.
Thanks to her she gives a new chapter on my life.
Thank you God because you gave her as my wife.
Save me
Trap in this world that I create, full of pain, sadness and hate.
Walking alone in this road of fear, only a endless silence is all I hear.
who can understand these miseries of mine?
you’re the only person who can make my world shine.
"that" came from "this," and "this" also came from "that."
"this" is also "that," and "that" is also "this."
Perfection... becomes imperfect when perceived to be perfect.
Perfection does not exist in this world.
on the other hand, imperfection doest not exist either,
in the end, perfection and imperfection are the same.
Those who ask "that" do not understand what "that" is,
Those who answer about "that" also do not know what "that" is,
only those who have learned "that" will realize that no one knows what "that" is.
I built a wall around myself to the point where nobody knew what was really going on inside of me, including myself.
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