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I fell in love once... He was a great person. When he walked in all you could see was him. There was no darkness, no sorrow. It was as if all the hate and conflict of the world had vanished from his radiating light. It felt as if all my sorrow went away. I knew he was the one. We had fun once. He told me that he loved me, i told him that i loved him. But in his voice i could feel the doubt. He was unsure of what he was saying to me. I was fool to ignore it. He grew distant. My friend told me that he'd come back to me, that not to worry. I shouldn't have listened to her. Traitor. One day he told me over the internet that he wasn't ready for the commitment. I was too in love to get mad so i simply said that I'd wait for him. And i did wait for him... for 4 months and still he did nothing. I decided that it's time to go out. But when i asked he had other plans. I soon found out that his other plans were with another girl... the same girl who told me that he would come back to me. I cried myself to sleep that night, and the next night, and the night. He never came back. He just ignored me as if i never existed. I told him everything about my life. How i suffered for something i never did. He even said that i deserved better. That he would be there when i needed him. But he was never there... At least he was right about something.... I deserve better.