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second best sux- u never get the shot u want, and even if u deserve it more u never get it. something bigger and better replaces ur chances and suddenly what u wanted, and may still want, only wants watever replaced u. its like no one can see past the original package to find the treasure inside and no one cares enough to try. then the thing u wanted-their perspective of u is changed into the opposite thing. making urself less and worse than ur replacement. its not fair. its not even that i really had a chance once my replacement came into the picture. i dont have a chance in scotts valley cuz everyone thinks they know me. this was england-london. i wanted a chance-a little chance. i never get the oppurtunity at one of my biggest desires and wants. and everyones perfect and work fine and can be themselves and get what they want. if i do that, everyone chides me and hates me. second best-its like last place.
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