I'm such a ******** bad person!! Eww I really disgust myself. I'm just such a ******** b***h in the end.
People get attatched to me, and love me, but it's like I can't love them back, it's like once they're gone; they're just gone forever. Or when they stay too long, I get.. bored or just.. have seen too much of them.
I hate it!!
It gets me in so much s**t. I mean, with myself, my feelings, and these people. I feel that I betray them, and I can't help it. >.< Makes me wish I had never known them, but I can't imagine not having met them.
Don't know what's going on
Don't know what went wrong
Feels like a hundred years I
Still can't believe you're gone
So I'll stay up all night
With these bloodshot eyes
While these walls surround me with the story of our life
I feel so much better
Now that you're gone forever
I tell myself that I don't miss you at all
I'm not lying, denying that I feel so much better now
That you're gone forever
Now things are coming clear
And I don't need you here
And in this world around me
I'm glad you disappeared
So I'll stay out all night
Get drunk and ******** fight
Until the morning comes I'll
Forget about our life
I feel so much better
Now that you're gone forever
I tell myself that I don't miss you at all
I'm not lying, denying that I feel so much better now
That you're gone forever
First time you screamed at me
I should have made you leave
I should have known it could be so much better
I hope you're missing me
I hope I've made you see
That I'm gone forever
And now it's coming clear
That I don't need you here
And in this world around me
I'm glad you disappeared...
I feel so much better
Now that you're gone forever
I tell myself that I don't miss you at all
I'm not lying, denying that I feel so much better now
That you're gone forever
And now you're gone forever...
