Only Wanting to move on without emotions to lack. Holding you close to dawn, the sun comes to ride the clouds get lit. The moon disappears in the shadow of the sunset, the love is there to see. Before you and I we were once great friends, Now your love decends. The moonlight fades and total blackness falls. We are both starting to stall. Our love has run out for the eternity of it all, but I still have your name to call. But all I have is that dream of you and thats all with certain uncertainty. I can look back at that fatefull night when I took flight in all my dreams and hopes you left me there trying not to cry with all my might. But the tears and feelings welling up inside are to much to fight for you are gone and my heart is broken, you were my only light. To a day that is darken we did what was forsaken, we took the glass of love and smashed it so it could never be taken. The pieces lay on the floor scattered about like a shattered mirror. Reflecting on the days when you said that you'll love me forever more still drunk with the feeling of yesterday, trying to be sober in my own reality just to be drowned by the one thought of you. I cant breath without your heart close to mine. My heart just skipped a beat, my breath slows to a muffle, we draw so near but yet so far apart. I feel like I cant feel at all without you near. Blind for the pleasure of your company to get me through the night holding me close and tight. The thought of you makes my brain scream, and my soul beg for forgiveness. My eyes are fixed to yours with a crystal glow. I see the way you stare at me your eyes never letting go. But so long ago we were happy brings the sorrow, forgetting that there is always tomorrow to hold you near and forget that your gone. A little part of me will die, but my life is no longer being without you. The day is as long as the night, lasting forever but never long enough to be with you. Stuck in my thoughts thinking about you like a book with pages ready to be written in, the ink spills marking the way to the end of the story, Hoping to be the one with you at the end. Holding you close now but always wanting to be close, never letting go and never looking back only moving on.
 Kaiirii · Tue Aug 29, 2006 @ 08:10pm · 0 Comments |
