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Replacement
A replacment someone that would take your spot and erase your existence of being in the person's life. It will break your heart. You will look on at a distance and watch as they laugh and joke as you did not to long ago. It hurts more if you knew the person since an early age. You expect everything to stay the same, not to change just to enjoy life but then you grow up. They go one way and you unwillingly go another way. As children you made plans to grow up together, go through ups and downs together, but you grow distant as you grow up and then comes another person to fill your place that you had as long as your little mind could remember. You wish things to stay the same to be best freinds as always but in your heart you know it won't be and they unknowingly feel the same. You feel torn in half as the relization hits you, the peices are hard to mend together and may not always go back to the same place but what do you expect when someone has been in your heart as a friend and leaves so abrubtly for another person. The wounds last forever always staying their never really recovering through your life. Always staying there always thinking of that person and how things were and wonder what it could have been like if you could have only stayed friends only. Either they where a girlfriend, bestfriend or boyfriend you will never feel the same again torn to peices as they go ahead in life and leave you in their dust to pick up the remains of what they left you, your memorys. The sweet times you had with that person no matter what length. You begin to cherish those memories having them as your only comfort to be able to remember the person. The voices though always seeming a bit off or maybe the faces being a bit bigger than what you thought, never actually remembering fully the scraps they left you. So you go one way and they go another who knows when the next time you may meat, in 20 years or longer. But one thing is for sure you will never forget the person who tore your heart to peices so easily.
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