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Sins vs. Virtues RP Profile
.Sebastien.Jules.Renard. My name is Sebastien Jules Renard
But you can call me Seb, Sebby
There are nineteen candles on my cake
If you haven't noticed by now I'm a Boy
I am 5 feet and 3 inches but I like to round it up to 5' 4". I like Men please <3 (But I'm fine with genderqueers/genderfluids too) I've been told I'm rather sweet
I've been told that I'm sweet, nice, and other positive nice traits. Honestly though, I'm not perfect and I'm not kind all the time. I just have a huge guilty conscience, so I try my best to be nice to others, even strangers. I won't be nice to my enemies though, but I will still be polite to them because I value respect. I am not too talkative, but I appreciate having people to chat with. I hate being alone for long periods of time; I guess I get lonely easily. I like helping others out because I love seeing a smile of gratitude or hearing a simple "thank you." I usually forget to find time for myself though...
My past is a bit Lonely
My family was really average. I had two parents, a mom and a dad, and we weren't rich but we weren't poor either. It was pretty average, and we lived in a boring little town in New York. My family was not mean or anything like that... But since I am an only child, my parents were really overprotective. They did not let me hang out with friends when I was in school, and they smothered me with too much attention but despite my parents being around a lot, I was still lonely. They hovered around me a lot and wanted the best for me. I wanted to be an artist, but they always told me that was no way to make a career for myself, and so, I gave up on it because I wanted to please them. I always thought they would always love me (since that's what they said) ... but when I came out as gay at 16, they freaked out. They didn't kick me out, but they made me feel terrible, like I had a dreadful contagious illness or something. They were so disappointed in me... They sent me to therapy, and when I couldn't take it anymore, I ran away from home. I ended up in New York City, desperate to find a new family of some sort, or at least some friends, and to feel like I belonged. And that's how I ended up with the Virtues. I have no regrets.
I love:
Smiles
Children
Desserts
Handsome men
Art
I hate:
Being all alone
Bullies/People who look down on others
Homophobes
Getting embarrassed easily (I try my best not to show it)
Rain
I fear:
Not being of help or of use to others
Seeing my parents again
Being told "I hate you"
Dying alone
I am Charity
My puppet master: Otulissa.
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 Posted by: Otulissa Wed May 29, 2013 @ 08:22pm
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A Second Chance RP Profile
☽ Line Walkers ☾ A line walker is someone who works for God or the Devil, such as an angel, demon, death reaper, etc. A line walker looks like a human, despite the popular belief that they have wings. My master's name is... Otulissa My name is... Naomi "Mimi" I am... I don't even know how old I am by now... but I look like I'm 17 My eyes are... Light brown My skin is... Honey-beige My hair is... Black I am a... Reaper I am a... Good reaper My special power is... Reading minds and heightened senses I really like... Music, dancing, yummy food, chatting, the color red I really hate... Mean people/bullies, cold weather, pretentious people, spoiled kids I'm scared of... being all alone A little about me... I can't even remember when I became a reaper, but now it is what I am. I like my job most of the time, and I'm accustomed to seeing people die now. I feel lonely most of the time though, but I try my best to put on a happy face and pretend that I don't care about being alone. But being alone forever is one of my biggest fears. I look like... 
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Posted by: Otulissa Tue May 28, 2013 @ 06:55pm
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But I love... Yuri Character Profile
Pitiful Homosexual Victim: Gaia Username...Otulissa Hi my name is... Lily Wang My age of now is... 16 When I realized I was a homosexual... I was in denial at first. I started developing this (really big) crush on one of my close friends. She was the sweetest person; really kind-hearted and also really attractive... I was not sure what her sexual orientation was, so I didn't want to say anything to her at first... But eventually, my feelings became harder and harder to hide. When I turned 15 and we were hanging out to celebrate my birthday, I told her how I truly felt about her. It was one of the most difficult things I have ever done. Fortunately, she was homosexual too. Unfortunately, she did not return my affections. She liked someone else. I am not sure if I regret telling her or not... At least I got the feelings off my chest, but I was still heartbroken afterwards. And in any case, I tried my best to move on, and we were still sort of friends, but it was rather awkward. And we weren't as close as we used to be. I don't think it will ever be the same again. By now, I have moved on. But I'll try to avoid confessing my feelings from now on. My life and how my parents found out... I am an avid writer, and I keep multiple journals. Some people would say that I obsessively write. In any case, my journals are very personal and I've written about my crush (a lot)... And I also write about other things, but the important thing is my written words about my feelings. My older brother was always my parents' favorite child; he is two years older than me, and he always says that I was an accident. It doesn't matter though, because I'm here. I don't hate my brother, but I really don't like him very much. I was never close to my parents either since they never made an effort to be a real part of my life. They only talk me down, insult me, verbally abuse me. They always call me ugly and stupid and they tell me that I'll never amount to anything in life. I wish they would stop insulting me, but I know they won't. I guess what they've said to me over the course of my childhood has taken a toll on my self-esteem. Back to the point of the story though: my brother decided to peek through my personal stuff one day, being the annoying and nosy guy that he is, and he read through one of my journals. He showed it to my parents... and purely by coincidence, the journal that he had read was the one with the bulk of my writings about my crush and my homosexual feelings. My parents already didn't like me much, even though I worked incredibly hard at school and received straight A's, nothing I did ever impressed them. This new discovery made them hate me, I think. They yelled at me for a long time, and I was afraid to say anything because I was pretty sure they were going to hit me if I uttered a single word. They threatened to disown me, but then my brother defended me for the first time. He told them that they shouldn't disown me and that I was probably going through a "phase." But I wasn't. He didn't understand that I truly did have feelings for my best friend. And in any case, I have never been attracted to a boy before. I've only felt attraction towards other girls. And then... next thing I know, my parents are sending me to this crazy school meant to "heal" homosexuals. But that isn't possible, right? It is not even a sickness to begin with! My appearance is... 
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Posted by: Otulissa Tue May 28, 2013 @ 06:26pm
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