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So, today i am blessed with...OMFG! Another two days off,
sure, i had to suffer through two long and tedious graveyard shifts,
but now, i am tasting that which is, unfiltered by the fear of upcoming work,
air!...mmmm. Air.
So once again, i find myself looking at this freaking doodle thinking to
myself how i started this project forever ago, and when i started it, i had
a certain MOOD going for me...
and now, i DON'T......
so, how my friends, do i replicate that mood perfectly to continue to capture
that which is the feeeel of the doodle?
Or do i just color blindly as i go forth upon its complex layers and say to myself,
"at least its getting done".
The power just blipped...lovely.
For Some Reason, it is Thunder Storming.
It's been clear as a bell lately, perhaps a lil windy, but otherwise beaaaauuuutiful.
Lo' and Behold, this morning while driving home, all of a sudden i was in
a downpour.
Let me tell you about the Bunny Mobile,
it rocks hard, it looks like a coffin on the inside, it isnt the fastest car, nor the most reliable at times, the woofers piled into the back of the car are NOT stock speakers(which makes my music experience while driving all the more lovely)..and for some GOD FORSAKEN reason, the windshield wiper fluid squirtey thing...DOESNT WORK...
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so, when it rains, color me ALMOST blind except for the lil aid the windshield wipers provide me with smearing dirt and water around.
So, yeah, now its rainy, and thundery, and this morning on the Radio my fav morning show peoples said that there was a forcast for...SNOW!?...tomorrow.
-_-
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and one more..
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so now, i shall travel forth, and leave this ranting aside.
perhaps to work on my doodle, perhaps to create some contraption to hang
myself upside down from the rafters outside...
we shall see.

ugh, well, once again, i am at the cliff, looking down into the valley
of work...
work, a thing that is almost pure banality...
somehow, day after day i gotta fight that crap off so i can push forward.
Thankfully, my job isnt the worst when it comes to the cosmic force
of ick and conformity, AND, i have a few excellent co workers to help
push me through the week.
I just had 2 days off, which is a special thing as of late, and even more
special, the fact that they were in a ROW...
yes, i know, after seeing the schedule my head should have exploded
from the shock of it all, but, now, those two days are gone..
and i am looking forward to a week where i believe i am training
someone on graveyards, the one shift i am trying to avoid like
poison in my grumpness.
i get bored too easy on that shift, and it makes my wacky mind wonder.
Also, i am not so happy that i currently have no bathroom reading.
I just finished JTHM once more, and then some, going back and forth and even in
order, reading the lil blurbs in between the panels on Happy Noodle Boy...
arrghghhhhh.
It seems i shall be running shadowrun soon, perhaps that will help me expel some of this pent up creative force.
The doodle i am working on, is taking too damned long,
its a lot more detailed than a normal me doodle...and i just cant seem to find the time to hop into the image and work on it...
so its still sitting in photoshop....just barely starting to show some color.
I have described this Journal entry as a form of venting to Windy....yet i cannot say what i am venting about?
I joined MySpace, after many years of people trying and pulling on me to do so.
i doooont like it so much.
but i find myself when bored getting sucked into browsing for people i used to school with...
and then i find myself saying, ugh, my brain, sleepy, why!?
living out here in the middle of nowhere is good at times, but other times...
i dont like it so much, like now, where i am getting the constant smell of someone burning something, prolly trash, or weeds, its what people do out here in the middle of nowhere..
but i dislike this burning smell...
destruction.
now i go, its time to get out of this house, and away from this smell,
take care Gaia.

but gawd...i really am..
this thing has to end..
i have been feverish and head splodey for a fewwww days now..
cold sweats..dizzyness...psuedo nausia..
its all rocking..let me tell you,
i must have done something to deserve this..
because it doesnt happen often.

Sorry for the lack of being around as of late.

i so missed double gold too
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wow, i be sucking on my journal entries again..
but anyhow, i am half awake, and just have the
soundness of mind to saaaaay,
HAPPY NEW YEARS!/EVE! to all you's people...
i am going to be paying SOME attention to the news
sites on the internet...
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btw, yes, watching FF12...and it is...the greatest ff ever...
from what i can see...it is awesome...beautiful...voice acting
and writing is superb...
but still, Locke is greater than Balthier..
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though Balthier is damned cool ><

yep, its over, which means everything in the
world will return to normal,
including traffic in Boise hopefully.
I ended up getting this game that
i will play with my bro now and then,
and older one, a rts called Age of Mythology.
its kooky fun =P

What you see on the right side of the page,
with the swirlies and colors on my profile
is the start of a slow conversion into
a more spiftastic profile theme i will
be introduuuuucing.
yeah, i like stretching out words.
my brain is kinda sorta sleepyish right now,
but in due time, the monkeys
will insert my brain back in my head,
methinks anyhow?

Stayed tuned for more random babbling,
and more color to my profile =P

okay, so my brother wishes to have it
known that his driving is NOT that bad, and he
did in fact drive quite well the day i went with him
to do shopping.
Little did i know, me mentioning Gaia would have
him memorizing my user name and
peeking in on me like a ninja spy.
I should have known
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Merry Xmas all, hope your day/night has been going
well, and you got the stuffs you wanted.
A shout out to my bro,
who WILL SO have me as his giftgiver next year..
give him love Gaia!

my brain hurts.
Strangely i did not notice this hurt until i placed the head phones over my
ears.
I am thinking of doodling.
IT IS XMAS EVE!
perhaps it is that time of the month when i crave that...water stuff.
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i need to invest in some caffeinated water.
or lots of Gatorade for the holiday.
This isn't much to read here, i am sapped of much of my
dipshitty whimsy and glamour...i expended most of it on arts..
THOUGH i must say, the elephant doodle i did was well
recieved, it made me smile inside, and it felt nice giving a peice
of my soul to someone who would really appreciate it.
*nods*
move along now..

this journal's title has nothing to do with anything,
OR DOES IT!?
guess you will have to just wait and see,
maybe i will surprise you and make it mean
something...
Highly doubtful, but...

Today i shop with my bro...
woo..
i will so die.
He sucks at the driving..
and it's not so safe to be driving.

So if you don't ever hear from me again,

bacon.

welcome to another enthralling journal entry,
this time, there will be no copy stuff from books..
there shall be no caaaraaazy links to Wikiland..
instead..there shall be blabbing..
a good healthy portion of blabbing.
What you see as my doodle of the day currently, is/was the Xmas
gift for my mother dearest(she loved it btw, very muchso)...which is
GOOD...of course now she wants me to color another picture i did
for her of a female satyr with a doe goat...AFTER Xmas...
i have 1 OFFICIAL doodle to go....ONE...just one...BUT...that
is unofficially 2....because....there is a floating doodle,
i have NO idea what to do with...
Yes, last night, i was up until 3am, finishing the 3rd one..
yes, i am a slacker, and it takes last minute stress to ultimately
get me going sometimes..woo..
but what also helped?
THe beautiful CD's Jessums brought over to let me burn baby burn!
woo!
one of them being more Mindless Self Indulgence...
the other...the Stolen Babies album...
may i say, MY GOD!?
and RAWR...
and...YUM!?
i will say they things regardless...because...that is how i feel!
wee!
so today is my last day to doodle...and i have this one more official
doodle to do before the hit shits the fan(i know), and Saturday arrives.
i will post em up eventually, more than likely, to share,
so worry not
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