Ello!
Okay. Well. It happened. AGAIN! We broke up. Ren and I broke up right before Christmas! This time it was for good because actually gave all my stuff that I gave him back! I couldn't believe it! I thought we would be together forever.
"Baby, I love you. It's just I need some time to focus on school work and not a relationship," Ren said.
"What are you trying to say?" I said.
"We're breaking up."
My mend heart bursted at the seams. The one that wassewn back together from the last breakage. Now it fell to a million pieces landing in my stomach. Tears Rolling down my tears, and his empathic face staring back at me.
"Did he even care?" I asked myself, "Did he even love me? Did the past year mean nothing? Was this a joke?!?!"
Negative thoughts kept racing through my mind. I didn't know what to do. Should I look like a wimp and cry in front of my boyfr-- I mean EX-boyfriend, or should I run away? I would still be those over emotional girls you see on TV.
So I guess forever isn't very long. I guess this new year's theme song would have to be "Single Ladies." Now if you don't mind I have to sew my heart back with a big bowl of icecream and see if the store gives refunds.
 bayouangelgirl · Sat Dec 20, 2008 @ 07:20am · 0 Comments |
