For some reason, I am feeling rather emo today. I have to tell Andrew something and I am scared to. All I'm going to tell him is that I'm going over to Steffan's house Saturday night. Andrew gets to spend time with his friends, why shouldn't I get to spend time with mine? I told Steffan that we are not going to do anything and he says thats fine. I'm not going to cheat on Andrew. Never. I love him too much.
There is one thing I don't like about Andrew though. I know he loves me and he would do anything for me but he doesn't defend me. I grew up with the though of "Oh..my prince will come and save me from this cruel world!" But thats not true. I need to fight my own battles. But I hate it. I want to feel protected. I'm not saying that I want him to go pick a fight but damn! Protect me from my ex at least! *Sighs*
But yea. g2g
Alianna_Devangelon · Thu Mar 24, 2005 @ 04:49pm · 1 Comments |