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I miss you, I miss you.....Hello there, the angel from my nightmare, the shadow in the background of the morgue. The unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley. We can live like Jack and Sally if we want, where you can always find me, we'll have Halloween on Christmas, and in the night we'll wish this never ends, we'll wish this never ends. I miss you, I miss you, I miss you, I miss you. Where are you and I'm so sorry. I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight. I need somebody and always. This sick strange darkness, comes creeping on so haunting every time. And as I stared I counted, webs from all the spiders. Catching things and eating their insides. Like indecision to call you, and hear your voice of treason. Will you come home and stop this pain tonight. Stop this pain tonight. Don't waste your time on me you're already. The voice inside my head. I miss you, I miss you. Don't waste your time on me you're already. The voice inside my head. I miss you, I miss you, I miss you, I miss you, I miss you, I miss you, I miss you, I miss you, I miss you, I miss you, I miss you, I miss you, I miss you, I miss you
Mood: Depressed
Music: "I miss you" by Blink 182
Time: 8:48 pm (11:33 pm Floridian time)
Ahh... such a relaxing song. Reminds me of... my life really. I resent ever going out with people. I fall in love too easily, and then they just break my heart. And the funny thing is, I never ever get over them. There is always something that reminds me of them. Mostly music. One of these days the music I will listen to will just make me cry, no matter what I hear, because I would have gone out with someone that liked that band and blah blah, they hurt me and I loose all contact with them, and bam. Sadness. Why does nothing go right in my life? Remember the guy I talked about before? My "brother" here? Yeah... he asked me out. We went out for like... what... 2? 3 days? Well... he broke up with me, because he was confused and had to work something out... haven't seen or talked to him since... and I miss him. But... I guess after a while people find me repetative... and just... don't want to be with me... well... this is to all the guys in the future and in the past that will and already broke up with me. I miss you.
 Tsunaamii · Sat Jan 15, 2005 @ 05:06am · 0 Comments |
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"No one knows what it's like, to be the bad man. To be the sad man. Behind blue eyes. And no one knows what it's like, to be hated. To be fated, to telling only lies. But my dreams, they aren't as empty, as my conscience seems, to be. I have hours, only lonley. My love is vengance, that's never free. No one knows what it's like, to feel these feelings. Like I do, and I blame you! No one bites back as hard, on their anger. None of my pain and woe, can show through. No one knows what its like To be mistreated, to be defeated. Behind blue eyes. No one knows how to say, that they're sorry and don't worry, I'm not telling lies....
No one knows what it's like, to be the bad man. To be the sad man... behind blue eyes...."
Mood: Depressed
Music: Behind Blue Eye's- Limp Bizkit
Time: 7:41 pm (10:26 pm Floridian time)
That song, is awsome. I'm really depressed now a days... it's like I can't keep a steady boyfriend. And none of them can break up with me like normal guys. They either call, text, or tell their brother's to text me to tell me it's over. I guess there's alot of things going on in my life right now that's making me feel like this. My "brother" of whom goes to Gaia. Who I wont tell you who he is... made me feel like he didn't want to talk to me anymore... ya see. He's my best friend... and... I kinda used to really... really.... well... love him. But... I did something... and lost him forever... and every day... I feel... like he's just slipping further and further away form me. And I don't like when that happens. It makes me really sad. By the way, if you guys want to know... my real name innitials spell "SAD". Isn't that depressing... anyway... I guess I'll go now... so I don't bore you with my mindless babble... bye.
Tsunaamii · Wed Nov 10, 2004 @ 03:46am · 0 Comments |
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