It sucks.
Honestly, school is driving me crazy. They keep saying that "Grades don't matter" and "Grades aren't the measure of one's character," but how come you can't get a decent job without high marks? It's such a lie. I wish that I could be secure of my future without having to fight tooth and nail for that passing mark.
I wish that the skills I inadvertently managed to develop - writing and drawing, that is - would be put to good use somehow. Instead, I'm stuck in Biology, where I'm not making any progress with my academic life. I've never been more afraid for my future than now. I love life, but just thinking of the uncertainty of my future makes me want to run away from the future and just end my life now.
Of course, I don't want to commit suicide. Suicide is for cowards. But I'm not a very brave person either - I'm just struggling to survive.
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