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emo emo emo I'm only a freshmen starting second quarter and already I can tell whats going to happen. I'm going to fail my classes and not be able to graduate...have to take summer school cause I failed so horribly. I feel so stressed out I only have one A one C and the rest are D's and F's...is a D considered passing do I get a credit for it? It sucks when there are so many things running through your mind that you can't sort them all out and can't concentrate on one long enough to be able to finish ANYTHING! Right now we're supposed to right an analysis on a peice of poetry we've read...I used to be really good at writing these in middle school I have no clue what happened. I feel as if I'm never going to pass anything and no body will hire me cause I'm such a ******** failure. It doesn't help I have no family support what so ever and when I do its always negative. I got so upset today at the thought of my future that I actually felt like vomitting I cried so much. Everyone says they know I'm smart and can easily get everything in but...I can't. Things are so stressful. I know what I am saying doesn;t sound like much but after being able to get good grades relativly easy then plumiting this far down because of all the work is crushing. I have a box of sleeping pills in my drawer...sometimes I wonder what would happen if I downed all of em and just...stopped breathing for good. I don't know where I'd end up going but at least things would end...right?
 xXxJapanesquexGirlxXx · Mon Nov 27, 2006 @ 01:50am · 10 Comments |
