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I know I dont like myself but I thought that maybe Doug might. It turns out he didnt. I wish I had a guy who loved me. I know I cant love anyone until I love myself. I am a major seme. I can dominate in an instant but I'm the kind of person who needs to hear (Iwant to be with you, I want to talk to you, I like to see you... etc.) I need to hear those things. I need to know that if I'm with someone they like to be with me. I dont know if I'm crazy but isnt that an important part of a relationship. I mean thats what I love you meens right? Khaos6 · Thu Jul 05, 2007 @ 03:51am · 0 Comments


Lifes ok. I went to my old church today to see how things are. It was interesting to say the least i still dont know if I can trust them or not Khaos6 · Thu Mar 29, 2007 @ 01:44am · 0 Comments


Well my psych has diagnosed me as mildly depressed and suggested meds. I am affraid of taking psych meds because they change the way that you think. I enjoy my free thought and I think it would hurt me psychologically. ... Being deppresed is depressing lol Khaos6 · Thu Mar 22, 2007 @ 03:03am · 0 Comments


Wow. I love my life. (sarcasm) anyway life is kinda shitty. I lost the love of my life and now I feel as if I'm someone I dont know. I really feel like the children I was planning on having are screaming in my window at night. I have to turn on my radio to drown it out. I think I'm loosing it Khaos6 · Thu Mar 08, 2007 @ 02:29am · 0 Comments


I'm single now. Luckly noone reads these. I want to stay single for a while. I dont know I plan to use this morre often. I was looking for a sorce to vent. I still love him but I know I have to get over it. Listening to a song and it says, "things come and go, but my feelings for you are forever" God Sometimes I wish that I couldt fall in love. I haveonce and well this is the result... Khaos6 · Fri Mar 02, 2007 @ 09:21pm · 1 Comments


My bf and i are fighting. I hate it when we fight. Khaos6 · Sun Feb 25, 2007 @ 05:43am · 0 Comments


My boyfriend and I are back together and now we are wonderful. We are walking on glass sometimes hoping not to get cut. I love him and I know in my heart without a doubt that he loves me. One day e wi be married. Khaos6 · Fri Feb 23, 2007 @ 04:16am · 0 Comments


I love every body. My boyfriend and I are on break. I trust him though. I know hes got a good reason. Khaos6 · Wed Jan 03, 2007 @ 05:15pm · 0 Comments


ITS A NEW YEAR. I am ready to start over. I'm with my boyfriend for the fourth time and 5'm going to try as much as possible to make him comfortable. I love him and he makes me the happiest person on eearth. Khaos6 · Mon Jan 01, 2007 @ 08:37pm · 0 Comments


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