|
|
|
I am staring from behind
The walls within my mind
Are breaking down in pain
But it's all in vain...
I can only watch helplessly,
Drowning in my anxiety
No matter what the outcome of the fight
I will only be contrite
I am trying to change
But that is in exchange
For my humanity
And I am guilty
Of caring for someone
Though they have already won
Someone else's heart
And I have grown apart
From him, and his dream
His hopes, and his esteem
I know that I must grow
Despite the hindering snow
To be worthy of him
I cannot not dim
I must find power
I must learn to glower
At those who are week
And those who seek
To hurt me
Although I severly disagree
With those who give pain
And those who wish to attain
Whatever they desire
I merely aspire
To become something else
...I am nothing more than a butterfly...
- - x - -
Dedicated to Hinata
On to Sakura!
...I think.
Maybe I'll do Neji next...
In any case, I don't know if I'll pull another rhyming one...
I can't think of many words.
 starlight_hoshi77 · Sat Feb 24, 2007 @ 11:38pm · 0 Comments |
|
|
|
|
|
|
When I look up at the sky,
I see the moon, and the stars
Will they ever stop shining?
Will they ever give up?
They each give off their own light,
In hopes to become the brightest
Among the black, we will each choose our own
Path, although they may never cross again
I want to shine
And I will entrust my dream to a star
Sunsets and childhood memories
Reside within the night
I look at the same ones I did now
As I did back then, when days were innocent
I hold the same hope as I did long ago
Although I have yet to fulfill my dream
I often wonder if this is the end
For now my weakness is clear
Growth is hampered by the unknown
And things haven't changed as much as I had wished
But now I remind myself,
Of the resilient stars in the sky
I will finally find
The light that is my own
- - x - -
Dedicated to Naruto, and his dream to become Hokage.
His promise to save Sasuke, and his hope of becoming powerful.
I think I'll do tributes to every character...
Except for Sasuke, of course, who is nothing but an cross-dressing emo jerk.
^^
starlight_hoshi77 · Sat Feb 24, 2007 @ 11:01pm · 0 Comments |
|
|
|
|
|
|
I won't say thank you
For all the pain you've caused
Is that what you expected me to say?
Thank you for saving my heart?
I would rather have you keep promises,
Than tell lies
Soft words and whispers of hope
Will not give me satisfaction, if they aren't real
But I will forever appreciate the truth,
No matter how harsh and cruel it may seem
Even if it means hiding these feelings forever,
I will wait until the day you return
The day you return with more honorable words,
And a heart that might carry loneliness
The last time we met,
Words of farewell weren't exchanged
So now when we meet,
I won't mind if you cling to only one feeling
The same feeling that I long for
And the feeling that connects everyone here
I will embrace them
Forever
For now, I will hold on tightly to this never-ending dream
Because I know that it will be filled with happiness eventually
I already know what strength it takes
To smile to the end
So, I won't say thank you
If you think that believing will only hurt me
I can make descisions for myself
Descisions that aren't clouded with tears of love...
- - x - -
I was originally aiming for this to be something Ayu Tsukimiya from Kanon 2006 would say.
But now it sounds too deep.
Well, I dedicate it to her!
The first line was intentionally stolen from the opening, because I liked it a lot~
^^
And I bolded her line...
Hey, if anybody is going to the Fanime Convention in May, I might by cosplaying as Ayu~
{ Yes Amy-chan. It's still a maybe. }
starlight_hoshi77 · Sat Feb 03, 2007 @ 12:10am · 0 Comments |
|
|
|
|
|
|
I notice that now I'm around you always...
But I don't know why my heart beats!
Is it love?
Hatred?
Or just insanity?
When I'm finally able to understand
These feelings running through me
Will you care what type of person I am?
The reason for which people fall in love
Is completely different for everyone
But, I believe in love!
I want to see you now,
Recognize your face
I want to give you a life full of happiness
A cherry blossom kiss~
A smile full of radiance~
And if your heart moves from it,
Then we can be together!
What's more important than the future...
Is the present!
This blooming heart is my joy
Maybe you're my love!
- - x - -
Forget Full Moon!
I'm sick of sad things!
I've drowned myself in enough tears for the night
Thank you very much
I felt like writing something happy~
Edit Note: I now recognize the last line to be something from the Host Club opening~
Oh well.
starlight_hoshi77 · Sat Jan 20, 2007 @ 06:56am · 0 Comments |
|
|
|
|
|
|
Don't touch my heart.
Never stir my feelings.
Show me no kindness.
Give me nothing in return.
You say I am happy.
But it is only a disguise.
If you wish to see through it,
Then I don't need you near me, either.
My heart aches...
It hurts so much...
But don't heal my wounds.
They are all I have left...
Even if he leaves me nothing but pain...
Pain is the only thing connecting our two hearts.
So I will cherish it forever.
Everytime his name emerges, it forces my thoughts to become...
Memories.
I can't stand that...
I don't want that!
I want nothing but to be with him.
Why is it such a punishment to love him?
Time is keeping him preserved, standing still forever.
But it is pushing me forward...
I want to stand by your side forever!
That is why I welcome death...
If it means I can see his face again.
I hate you for coming between us.
I hate you for making me choose.
I hate you for turning him into something unknown.
I don't have anything left now.
No feelings, no hope, no dreams...
I lost them all somewhere.
My purity is nothing but insanity
Cloaked in sadness and desperation.
Don't confuse my heart.
Never hold my hand.
Show me no future.
Give me nothing when I'm with you.
...I love him and no other...
- - x - -
The 4th book of Full Moon has GOT to be the saddest one.
Mitsuki's feelings...
Her reasons...
I have never felt so sad in my life.
I feel...compelled to write something in her honor.
Mitsuki Kouyama and Eichi Sakura
Two hearts that were forever disconnected...
And shall always be.
...
THIS SERIES HAD BETTER HAVE A HAPPY ENDING!
starlight_hoshi77 · Sat Jan 20, 2007 @ 06:06am · 0 Comments |
|
|
|
|
|
|
Close your mind
And open your eyes
Look up towards
The vermillion skies.
See the secrets
That we hold
And listen to the tale
Of lives untold...
We begin our journey
In a broken home
Where a little girl has set
Her heart to stone
She thinks about nothing
As she sees her pains' core
And gives a slight shudder
As he comes through the door
He bangs on the walls
In a drunken rage
And suddenly the huge room
Becomes a small stage
With every strike
She struggles not to cry
Ignoring what's happening
She lets her mind fly
As fear alone controls her
He leaves her room
Then darkness sets in
And begins to consume...
Our next stop
Along this sorry trail
Leads us to a young man
Sitting in jail
He had been arrested before
This was no new place
Same cold ugly bars
Same unfriendly face
This time he'd been caught
For drug possessions
It seems he got no help
From his rehab sessions
But no one knows
His torment inside
Numbing the pain
And drying his eyes
And now he sits
Before the judge of dread
Expecting and awaiting
Only his beaten up bed...
As we come
To our very last stop
The world is clouded in desolation
Sadness has no short chop
A lone figure sits in the corner
Waiting like a rose ready to bloom
When truly her heart
Is ready to go 'boom'
Silver streaks of moonlight
Laced with stars
Stain her face
And reveal the bars...
Of her world
The limits, the confined space
The outline of a heart
She begins to trace...
- - x - -
Meh.
starlight_hoshi77 · Sat Jan 13, 2007 @ 12:32am · 0 Comments |
|
|
|
|
|
|
Mommy, I'm normal, right?
I'm just like everyone else
I am the same
But then, please tell me, why do I feel so different?
Mommy, I'm normal, right?
I get good grades
I am above average
But then, please tell me, why do I feel so humored?
Mommy, I'm normal, right?
I've never gotten frost bite
I am never in need of gloves
But then, please tell me, why do I feel so cold?
Mommy, I'm normal, right?
I play sports well
I can pass the ball
But then, please tell me, why don't people see my teammwork?
Mommy, I'm normal, right?
I play at recess
I am always free
But then, please tell me, why am I so lonely?
Why do people always look at me, as if I am not one of them?
Why do people point and stare?
Why do people leave me alone, to cry?
Why do people not accept me?
Why am I so unloved, in a world full of happiness?
Please tell me, Mommy...
- - x - -
Out of boredom =P
It's not that good though...
And it doesn't flow as nicely as some of my other ones
But what the heck; it's the thought that counts.
starlight_hoshi77 · Fri Jan 12, 2007 @ 05:06am · 2 Comments |
|
|
|
|
|
|
When these memories
Are dyed in twilight
It turns into a beautiful flower
For just you and me
Reminiscing and remembering
Are apart of who we've grown to be
And if you don't believe in love
Then perhaps you want to forget
The path that you want to take
Is built on shaky ground
You try to help me save myself,
But I need to find things on my own
Somehow I feel near to you
Even when you close your eyes,
I feel warm
If this world was flat
Then we would have never crossed paths
We would have been running away from eachother
In oblivion and doubt
Now we never have to slow down
And no matter how far apart we are
We will find eachother again
I will always seek your smiling face
I believe our memories will always keep us together
And even if I forget...
I will just fall in love with you again.
- - x - -
Less obvious this time, but still dedicated to Sakura and Shaoran from
Tsubasa Chronicle/Cardcaptor Sakura
^^
I love this couple, and the animes, to death
Leave a comment if you're a fan of at least one!
starlight_hoshi77 · Sat Jan 06, 2007 @ 01:20am · 0 Comments |
|
|
|
|
|
|
Out seeking our limitless dreams
In a world with no guidelines
Fragments and pieces which we do not understand
Yet our souls call out to find them
Our song continues quietly
Without doubt or hesitation
The notes aren't clear for us
But to the rest of the world,
We are the ones leading the tune
You'll find our shadow
Only at the far side of the sky
Because fear lies only at the very end
While trials are all along the way,
Our purity has no bounds
Countless memories
Are constantly being embedded in our hearts
Precious times that can never be replaced
Even if you forget, I promise I will remember them
For you
We will take these memories and go forth
Somewhere between fulfillment and desire
To a world where pain is unexplained
And assumption creates new ideas
Even if this sheild of time falters,
I will believe in your voice
Because that is the only thing I have left
My love for you,
And my desire for our hopes
Someday you will light up the stars
With your sparkling heart and mind
And I will be there to watch you
Spread your wings~
- - x - -
Dedicated to Sakura and Syaoran from Tsubasa Chronicles
Although they're technically from Cardcaptor Sakura...
Whatever.
I really love that anime, and it has completely captured my mind.
And this is the only way I know how to express that...
Leave a comment if you're a fan!
starlight_hoshi77 · Fri Jan 05, 2007 @ 08:12pm · 1 Comments |
|
|
|
|
|
