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Crying in my sleep. Doesn't mean I cannot breathe. I can't stand when you sit down near me.... I just want to walk away. I just want to tell you good-bye. We just want to leave everybody else behind. I can't be near someone I can't stay... You know I love you more then anybody else...and I can't hurt anyone else. I already crushed everybody trying to make the top. Trying to cry I climb the moutian of success. I never had anybody with me on my way. I was alone and gone forever. I sunk to the bottom... There you were waiting...somehow you knew I would come back for you. I never wanted to cry I always wanted to wish you good-bye to you. I wish we could be hidden from society. What's worth dying for and what's worth loving? Are you worth anything I wish I knew you more. I cried to tell you a story. No one's there. I can't remember the last time I cried. I never rembered the story it wasn't there. Waiting...sitting..staring..and losing you.

I always wanted to tell you...you were the best....I never got to tell you... I never cared. Now you know. I hope you're listening. Never will tell you again that I will be right there. But you'll always be there you know and I know.