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I miss people. In a sort of general sense. I mean, I miss specific people, sure...but more, I miss having the ability to not spend time with people because I choose to not spend time with them, rather than not spending time with them because I don't have time to not spend time with them, or because I live too far away.
I guess...I miss having the option of ditching people, rather than just not being able to see them. Does that make ANY sense? I doubt it. But its kinda how I feel.
I also miss the not being able to avoid people because they invade my space and force me to spend time with them. Which is also no longer an option, as I live too far away.
So really, I mostly miss Langley. Since that's where all the people I used to allow to occasionally spend time with me are. The best part of Langley isn't leaving it, as so many of us from there believe, its those few people you leave behind when you get away...which just makes your escape seem pointless, cuz it keeps you wanting to go back.
damn them.
 Kabetz · Sun Sep 28, 2008 @ 09:58am · 0 Comments |
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okay. so, I'm adding this entry mainly to try to remember how journal's work so I can help Tora with a problem. Apparently I'm a good person to ask! According to Rannchan. Which makes me feel kinda special, and also quite confused since my profile skills are next to nil. ^-^
In other news, I really like deep fried food. Thats probably not a good thing.
and Gaijin needs to Gaia more often.
Okay. I'm done. ^-^
Kabetz · Thu Jul 24, 2008 @ 04:44am · 1 Comments |
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okay. Who Has the Better Outfit. its easy. HAVE AN OPINION! yes, you may like both, but it can't happen THAT often that you don't PREFER one of the two, it can be as simple as you like one colour better! you dislike a key accessory! just have a f#cking opinion! and worse than that, are the ones that JUST post to show of their latest outfit change, so post "Tie" just to have their avi in there. Yes, we will see it, but you can HAVE A F#CKING OPINION WHILE YOUR AT IT!
I mean, I love that thread, because I like getting an opinion on my outfit. But, I always make sure to have made a choice between the two avis above me. if they're both obviously good, I give my reasons for choosing one or the other. Very rarely, I've come to a point that I honestly can't pick between the two, so I mean, I'm not saying it can NEVER happen that you can't choose, I'm saying it can't be nearly as often as some people pick it (I mean, i don't think Mags has had an actual opinion in...10 pages or so). Lately, though, I haven't wanted to post, because I know the chances of me getting a response other than "tie". and when I do post, I've played bitter, on occasion, rather than give my honest opinion. If there are two people above me, and one said "tie" (one that does it often), and one gave an opinion, no matter which outfit I actually like better, I'll vote for the one that made a choice. However, as in this very moment, sometimes I really can't stand the outfit of the one that made a choice, but refuse to vote for the one that didn't (MAGS!) because I'm really pissed of at their posting style for that thread, so I just won't post.
as you can see, I decided to rant instead. ^-^
I feel vaguely better.
stressed
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Kabetz · Tue Aug 14, 2007 @ 05:26am · 0 Comments |
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My Life...or Lack Thereof.. |
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why do I have no interest in doing anything other than reading fanfiction? I mean, really. I sit, and I think of all sorts of things I could go out and do, and then think "OOOORRR.......I could stay here and read some fanfiction..." and that always seems to be the choice I go with. I mean, even when I DO go out, and go to Lina's, I just sit at HER computer and read fanfiction (of course, I don't feel so bad, cuz she's usually on her laptop reading it as well, but STILL)
my sister taught me how to use bluetooth yesterday sweatdrop I'd never used it before! My old phone didn't HAVE bluetooth! She also taught me to turn it off when I'm not using it, which is handy...my battery is draining much slower now (its been on since I had my phone...I'd been wondering why this phone seemed to have so short a battery compared to my older phones..)!!
I'm very frustrated right now! We have a dress up thread, using tektek environments, in the ASWGG now, and I keep wanting to dress people up but everytime I try, it DOESN'T WORK! *cry* it either won't load the items, or it won't let me finish. crying makes me very very sad.
anywers, thats enough babble from the Betz today. G'bye!
Kabetz · Thu May 03, 2007 @ 05:14am · 1 Comments |
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I stew. When I get mad. for quite some time. And sometimes, I choose to keep these things inside, and you never get to know what I'm stewing about (but never doubt that the person I'm mad at KNOWS I'm mad at them....apparently I have VERY evil evil looks...). But, if I do ask about is, if you don't explain, I stew ten times worse!
and if you just f**king disapear offline (on MSN) without responding at all, then I'm killmad.
Kabetz · Sat Apr 21, 2007 @ 02:46am · 0 Comments |
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convention was so fun! *wags*
oh. I went to Sakura-con. yeah. Now we know what I'm talking about? good.
anyways, it was fun! I went with nessathecute and DemonAkasha, two of my very best female friends, and we all had an absolute hoot! There was fun. Kasha cosplayed, Nessa and I didn't, but I took a lot of pictures! my new phone is a great camera. I'm resizing all the images now, and I'm gonna put them up on my msn space. biggrin
Kabetz · Tue Apr 10, 2007 @ 12:39am · 2 Comments |
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