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Holy cow I havent updated in ages. okay so the Will thing.... welll i finally got the nerve up to ask him out in February, and he said yes. we went to the park and he said he liked me. we went to a movie, and didnt watch most of it lol. We went out for like 2 weeks and then he broke up with me, saying it was because he was going off to college, and he didnt want to hurt me, but he wanted to stay friends. that sucked, but i was glad we were staying friends. well months went by, and the school year ended. Well in July, he emails me to tell me that he never actually liked me, and only went out with me cuz he was depressed about his girlfriend dumping him 2 YEARS AGO. he also said he hadn't meant for things to get serious with us, but he fell to the "Thrills of lust". Are mormons allowed thrills of lust? anyway i still wanted to stay friends with him, but now he doesnt reply to my emails so i'm like whatever screw you. moving right along, I'm now going out with the most amazing guy in the world, named Chris! ^_^. He is so sweet and i love him so very much ^_^

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ok so i don't like Seth anymore. I only like Will. ok so wow where to begin? So the 18-20 was our School play, which Will was in, and i was going to see it on the 18th, so that day in school, as me and him were walking to class from lunch, i hugged him and said good luck tonight. after i hugged him, he kinda turned red, and began studdering.. lol biggrin any way that was cute. Then the next day in chorus we had a guest conductor who had us pick partners, and will picked me. so then the guy tells us to stand 12 inches apart, which i never before realized how close that was... lo lthen he tells us to stand 6 inches apart and hold our partner's hands, and i'm like OMG! THEN (yes there's more) he tells us to put our foreheads together to "feel the vibrations as we sing".... by this point i was sooooooo red. it was hysterical. his face was all red too, and we were both pretty flustered after that. It seemed like the best day ever... but apparently, that night at the play, this girl who i thought was my friend TOLD HIM I LIKE HIM!!!! GAHHH!!! so i was all freaked out to see him the next day... and all i managed to say to him was "hi...." the next day however i asked him if she said anything about me... and he didnt know what i was talking about soooo... i left it at that lol


ok... so I Still haven't talked to Seth... I'm too darn afraid to say anything to him... crying Today, i couldn't even get up the nerve to ask if he had change for a 5... sad but.... there's a new guy I like... and i like him a lot lot more... his name is Will, and he is in my chorus class. I feel like I have a lot more in commmon with Will than I have with Seth, and i can actually have an conversation with Will without panicking... whats more, i kinda noticed that he stared at me the whole chorus concert the other day... i was like omigod! hes staring at me!!!! so... ya... i still think Seth is cute, but i don't think it was meant to be... crying but i think that maybe, just maybe i may have a chance with Will... hopefully

yeah... so i like this guy at school named Seth right? well he's also one of my friends, or rather was my friend until his meanie friends started making up rumors about me and telling them to him. so now he pretty much hates me, and i don't know what to do. i really need to talk to him about it, but... his mean rumor spreading friends are always with him. and even when he is alone, i can't even get the words "Hi Seth!" out. it really really sucks because me and him used to be really good friends in like 8th grade, but then someone told him i liked him, and although he stayed my friend, things have never been the same, and it really makes me sad.

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