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thats my heart everytime i think about her
i wanna forget about her like she has probably already forgotten about me
but i just cant do it
and it hurts everyday
idk i might just stop logging in to make it easier.
when she loggs in (which is not often) i feel really happy
but even then im still kinda sad because i know she will logg off and wont be back for a long time and then ill start missing her like its the first time all over again were i do nothing but think about her day and night and i know that she wont be on for months probably and i still cant manage to forget about her in all that time. I dont think that she feels the same way about me as i feel about her and i sure hope she doesnt because i dont want her to feel the pain that i feel when i think about her. Im pretty sure that she has forgotten about me because last time she talked to me she said she had a boyfriend, i feel happy for her and hope that she is really happy even if its not me whos making her happy. For me I just want this unbearable pain to go away.
thats my heart everytime i think about her
i wanna forget about her like she has probably already forgotten about me
but i just cant do it
and it hurts everyday
idk i might just stop logging in to make it easier.
when she loggs in (which is not often) i feel really happy
but even then im still kinda sad because i know she will logg off and wont be back for a long time and then ill start missing her like its the first time all over again were i do nothing but think about her day and night and i know that she wont be on for months probably and i still cant manage to forget about her in all that time. I dont think that she feels the same way about me as i feel about her and i sure hope she doesnt because i dont want her to feel the pain that i feel when i think about her. Im pretty sure that she has forgotten about me because last time she talked to me she said she had a boyfriend, i feel happy for her and hope that she is really happy even if its not me whos making her happy. For me I just want this unbearable pain to go away.
