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Hey everyone, this little corner is my own personal block of text that explains my weird little thoughts or anything that pops into my head.

Well, today I just had a weird feeling. It's something I haven't felt before, and no, it's not love. It's a combination of anger, sadness, self pity, and goosebumps. Bear with me and try to imagine how this feels like. This feeling is like an awesome sensation with an adrenaline rush your trying to withhold. How did this happen you ask? Well it was probably caused by an accumulation of anger that was frivolously released with one blow.

Well recently as I stated in my "Small Introduction" I've had a kind obsession with goldfish sweatdrop . I know what your thinking. What do goldfish have to do with some overly exaggerated sentiment. Just hear me out a second...geez... rolleyes .

Recently, my cousins have been criticizing on how I care for my goldfish. They think I "overcare", I guess you could say, for my goldfish. Since they've had 2 goldfish, not in the best condition I might add (but still love 'em anyway), for over a year, they think I should take care of my fish the same way.

For some background information they live in a small 2 gallon tank and their tank is fully cleaned once a month. Any goldfish hobbyist knows the correct way to clean a tank is by siphoning 20-35% of the water out of the tank and replacing it once every week. If there was a goldfish police I would arrest them! and fast, but I digress.

I think it's fine that they maintain their tank that way, but I believe that they should just mind their own business. I mean, I have my own way of dealing with things. Today, I had finally tried to tell my cousins to stop and just mind their own business, which resulted in the rush of adrenaline, but I tried to withhold it to not cause any problems. Sadly, I failed, but I guess I can't do anything about it now.

So what did I take away from this? Well nothing actually.... I know you might not really care, but it feels good to get this down on paper, err rather on screen to be archived.

That's it for today. I hope you've really been enlightened by random rambles, and check back soon for another entry.