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At some point in my life, I will kill myself. I've already resigned myself to that fact.

I don't like the idea of growing up, getting a job, getting married, and having kids. It just bores the hell out of me, to be honest. I plan on overdosing on sleeping pills so that my mom and dad won't be too wrecked about it.

I've never seen suicide as something that we should be afraid of, the same thing goes for death. In my opinion, it's just another state of existance, or the lack thereof. I've lived a great life so far, and I plan on living the rest of it (however long it may be) to the fullest. In no way am I planning this out of depression or displeasure.

All I know is that I would never ever consider killing myself by burning myself to death, suffocation (hanging), or drowning myself. It would just take too long and hurt too much. Those methods also usually leave some sort of bodily trauma, so an open casket funeral would be out of the question.

How cliché would it be if I died with a myspace-esque note in my hand? xD
Like, something that read "Adulthood is over-rated" or something like that?