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Hell, life's so great with my right now. I've always been someone cheery with an optimistic behaviour, but my reserves are running dry, hell.

Now that I look back at all the stuff I've been through all the way I've walked in those 17 years, I'm all What the ********. But now that I look infront of me... There's nothing but a thick fog. I'm in college, in a special program to gain some classes, since I can't legally attempt college. I've jumped a year in Elementary school since they said "I was different than the other kids", yet hell... I was not brighter than anyone. Thats the thing with school, simply write the s**t your teachers wants you to write, and your all good.

Still I can't see what'll become of me, and kinda gets on my nerves. I live in the moment... thats it and hell I'd like it to be that way. I worked in a factory all summer, I have a nice little ammount of money and yet my parents are pushing me to get another job... It ended up with some major bitching with the stupid ******** that is my mother's B'f... But I don't care...

Living is some partys, School and Internet: Nothing in BTW. Can we call that a life? I don't know...