I hate to say it but this is what we all become
there is no such thing as sanity
conformity maybe but what is sanity? a healthy mind?
who the ******** has one of those with the world we live in today
my poetry aren't always exactly poems like they used to be
but this is the world and this is what i see
in my eye this is a place i will never be free
lets go back to the definition of sanity shall we?
"The ability to think and behave in a normal and rational manner"
this is what it means or so we our told but logic itself rather growing old isn't it?
as well as with age our "knowledge" only grows i'd only assume
well there isn't much meaning to my little rant here
for i am "young" so my "knowledge" is mere
so lets hope i have this "sanity' for i think i've lost it but for now that's just a fear
lets sit back enjoy the stars because now we our not in the real world
this is where all your nightmare will not exist
this is where you can close your eyes and have no fear just for now i must say
this is my world and i like to call it hell
nobody will know what you have
nobody will care to notice what you have become
and last of all nobody will care to save you nor will i try myself
no one i known has shared my point of view
but then i didn't even attempt to find you but i sure was lucky i did
im no devil and im sure not an angel
a demon? i think i've been called that but still wrong
im just someone who has no sanity at all i shall not behave in your
"normal" manner i will not be rational when you enter my world
beg if you like for i shall enjoy your pain
cry if you must it would be perfect to listen to
maybe on my headphone while i go out for a walk
you hide from me but i see what goes on in your mind
im the creator of this world and mercy does not apply to me and you maybe to the others maybe see as you do now
this world it sure is foul
ill be the sadist this time and you'll see through the masochistic view this time
to receive the pain and endure the suffering
hopefully this will cause great enjoyment
but your demise its so exotic perhaps at times ironic
have you enjoyed the stars?
now close your eyes once more
lay down flat and don't pay attention to what i do
let me pause for a second how would you like to die?
i seem to have forgotten to ask
well it wont matter in my world not even i have control over death
id say i've lost my sanity about now but i have no concerns over my health
i grant you this ring its a sign of eternal wealth
i give you the key to this city or this world as i call it
and i guess actually i do not but i know that this is this key opens city hall
then what i call city hall and what you can call my heart that shall be in your grasps for as long as i remain
nothing in this world stays sane but as long as we are able reframe then we must refrain from this gate on the opposite side of this hall we are in my world now
however on the other side is a world that makes mine turn into a ten year old fantasy
a good dream is nice to have every once in awhile
i think it releases the stress for a period of time
and in that moment in time things so peaceful seem to rhyme
like songs about you being mine because those are all i dream of all the time
the taste of lemon so sour and bitter but i don't care as long as im with her
her name is yours and whats yours is mine so me and you together is a glory for stars to shine
there is one question i ask myself alot
are you angel one who came here to grant me happiness
are you a demon one who enjoys to destroy and cause suffering as much as i
even to this day ten months gone by and i still don't know
but from what i see you are what i desire as well as need
my perfection and the other half that completes this disturbed heart
may my heart continue to pound for the sake of being with you my love
to me your happiness matters more than my own and same goes for my life
and that's a price i choose to pay asking you to be my wife
I LOVE YOU DINA!!! HAPPY ANNIVERSARY!! smile
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