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Its a simple concept, just bleed out. Lay there and die slowly, and painfully. Beg and pray that in your fading vision of reality that there will be someone, something coming to save your soul, so it may live another day. You cursed everything ever given to you, and you shunned the world, and all the love it held for you, now your alone, and all you can do is bleed out
Not bandages, nor stitches, or those whores you called bitiches could save you now. That smell the one that leaves a horrible taste in your mouth, is the stomach acid eating away at your own living tissue, and now you just lay back and hope you bleed out. There isn't an act of god that would save you now, but I know a fella who's enjoying your pain, watches as you crumble and still your vain. They will miss me, I was loved. They all wish you the worst, so now its time to just bleed out
Aeschylos · Tue Jun 26, 2007 @ 08:31am · 0 Comments |
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Aeschylos · Sat Jan 29, 2005 @ 10:26pm · 3 Comments |
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Thumbs, Meat Slicers, and the ER: Part I |
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Well I think it is about time worte in this thing, and what better way then to start off anew then with a wonderful story full of pain. It started yesterday and this fun filled ad venture will probaly contuine untill next week sometime.
Under the instructions of my super visor, I was told to work the slicing machine. You know the machine that cuts you deli products up for you. Well, as I proeed to do this I forgot to move my thumb up to move my thumb up to compensate for the loss of eggplant that i had sliced off.
So after I cut 3/4 of the way of a slice into my hand, and i started to gushed blood I calmly walked to my manager's office and told them what happened. Everyone around me was freaking out and really worried.
I was rushed to the ER. at which point in time i needed to contact my family. So I call my dad's work number, because no matter how many times i have been to the hospital while he was working he still thnks that a cell phone is a horrible idea. So now i am waiting for 30 mins in the ER with a peice of thumb dangling on to the rest of my body.
I was once more called to make a phone call and so I gave them my moms home phone number. She lives out of state and far out of state too.
The sit me down and inject me with this numbness shot and it hurt more then my thunb does.... It felt like there was this fire burning in my hand. The Dr. Lee (my doctor) tell me to soak i to clean it out.
After about 10 mins of being alone and soaking my finger her comes back and he has the thread and starts to stich me up. He tell me i need antibiotics and send me on my way. The nurse however never gave me the sheet of proper care for my thumb, nor my perscription. I went home and had a horrible day full of pain.
Aeschylos · Thu Jan 27, 2005 @ 05:55pm · 0 Comments |
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Gaia is the last of my time |
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I spend all my spare spare time on gaia now and talking on AIM but i am working 30 hour weekends isnt life grand
Aeschylos · Mon Nov 08, 2004 @ 12:38am · 1 Comments |
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I have had no time for anthing. And today is a dday off and i cant stop going crazy cause i have nothing to do....
Aeschylos · Tue Nov 02, 2004 @ 06:05pm · 3 Comments |
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My Annabel Lee How sweet it would be To meet my very own Annabel Lee So I could hold her tight And she would save me with her light Stop me from that emotional crash and burn Until that horrible night when all should turn Her mouth will open and in my Annabel Lee's last gasp She will call me out by name as she loses her clasp, on life So I shall end mine, using her knife The same she used to pierce my heart So with a lifeless kiss I part.
Yes I did write this.
Aeschylos · Fri Oct 15, 2004 @ 01:44am · 4 Comments |
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Congrats; I Already Hate you |
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I havent even had my first day at this job and I already hate it. Well its not really a job it is an intership which means I work for free. Which as means that I will be the "b***h" there. Meaning food prep, clean up, being told 30 things to do at once that not even the experienced can do. That is all if I am lucky. In all likeliness i will watch people do stuff first day. Then later on be made to deal with the people and serve food. The guy seems nice enough but idk what I am going to do about not seeing calin now. I guess its good cause i mean i have had sex in like a week now. And I don't miss it. Ok I do a bit, cause my hand sucks at having sex with me. ~TLR
Aeschylos · Thu Oct 14, 2004 @ 03:42am · 1 Comments |
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3 Day Weekends, Fairs, and Wonton Soup |
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It was the simple threeday weekend that we get every year for columbius day. I ended up working on friday night and sunday night which ment not party, and no sweet 16. RAWR ******** WORK.... Anyways so I slept of Calin's house this weekend (which it is amazing to sleep with someone). But she had her window open because after sex rooms get very warm. And we fell asleep she had the blanket over her cause she was cold. So half way through the night. I got cold and made my way under the covers. Well she ripped them off me like 7 times and I got sick because of the open window. So today as I sat at home doing nothing she came from nowhere. Blamo and it was so sweet cause she brought me wonton soup. That is my cureall. It was the sweetest thing ever.
Aeschylos · Tue Oct 12, 2004 @ 04:49am · 2 Comments |
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Just when my life turns for the best everyone elses turn for the worst. Well the people i am in close contact with. Maybe when im upset there problems just seem so much littler then mine. Or maybe I really just suck the happiness from their very souls. I wish I could say watching people be unhappy really upsets me but it doesnt. I fell for them but I am by far sad over their problems.... Am I wrong for this?
Aeschylos · Tue Oct 05, 2004 @ 09:31pm · 3 Comments |
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