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why am i such a fool...thing seems to never work for me. when I fall I fall hard, when I love, it always forever... you could be the worst person in the world to me I still would love you... I never learn ma leason. I fell for someone who just cheated on me, been with guys who beat me and let them talk to me like I was s**t... whats point in livin if everyone finds a flaw and keep reminding me how much I was nothin and I'll never be nothin. I've been hurt so many time aNd I dont want to trust anymore. I trust then look at would happens...they just keep remindin me that I'm nothin. I'm starting to beleive it. I'm nothin and I'll never be nothin so I should start drinkin again and just hope I die... I hope everyone is happy now....you've push me to far and now i'm just gonna die. I shouldn't live if the people around me is dyin. I shouldn't have to keep seein them die while I'm just left here to suffer and never be happy :'( I'm tired of it I just want to die...is that to much to ask for.... crying
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