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Mood: Hungry
Song I'm Listening To As I Write This: The Promised Land - FFVII: AC Soundtrack
Hair: Needs to be washed.
What I Wanna Do Right Now: Nothing.

I'm becoming a shut-in. I'm refusing to leave the sanctuary I've created in my home. The world out there is dark and fearful, and I hate it so much. And it really wouldn't be so bad if I wasn't such an outcast.

I'm getting my 'Leaving School Certificate', which certifies that some of my skills aren't that great, but I'm still employable. No diploma for me, which means, no grad party, which means no grad dance, which means NO SAFE GRAD! I GET TO GET DRUNK AND HIGH!!!! ******** YES!!!! And I've learned one thing. CAREER DEVELOPMENT IS ******** USELESS! I ******** HAAAAAAATE CAREER [********] DEVELOPMENT!!!!!!!

I need no work around the community, because there's NOTHING that will aid me in my career, which is 100% musical. And there's nothing musical in this pitiful peice of s**t town.

And, because I'm a musician, I get to drink and get high, to create good music, go to rehab, make some full-blown CRAP, *like Metallica* Aaaand, eventually have a relapse and they'll find me dead in my bathtub. I have it all planned out b e a u t i f u l l y, if I do say so myself, which I do. =D