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The final days before Drea heads off to her dad's hosue. I can't believe I sat in front of Madela's Labtop till 3:30 AM from 7 razz M. The Sup's annual report isn't due until about Sunday. Man, thats rough.

Stressed isn't a word I can use to explain my state. I've been ultra high angle c** lade stressed these past four days, and these final 3 will be a dozey. Gotta train for the Smash tourney and win that cash for the limo, gotta get ready for training, gotta get that book done and then say good bye to my muse.

*Note:
Get that accepted packet to UH out by the end of next week.


The next two weeks will be hell. gonk

The day...December 27th.
The time...4:45AM
The event...Livewire December lock in

Oh god, my eyes are burning. I've been at the shop since 11:15 AM, and its been what? At least a full 17 hours I've been here. Can't play World of warcraft either, seeing as the servers are down for 4 hours, which so happens to be the same time the lock in ends.

I wish I had AIM on here for this morning. Maybe I'll get a chance to talk to Drea just as she wakes up, and I fall asleep. She'll be coming home from her vacation visit on the first of January. Just a scant few days more till shes back here, and then I'll feel less empty. I miss her so much, I always do.

Shes always gone for the breaks, lasting upwards from 2-5 weeks. Those are my most weakest and heart aching times of my life. I wish everyday for her to come home, so that I could fill my heart with love again. Her love. The love I worked so hard to exchange with my own. I feel so alone right now, with nothing but her in my constant thoughts.

The lock in is loud and full of familiar faces. But I can't help but see a prison, that I want so horribly out of. I want to be locked in a loving embrace, an embrace I'm so very far away from.


And missing it terribly.

Its another day, and more to record. Basically Shaun picked me up at Livewire, went filming on the other gaming cafes, played Day of Defeat, and lastly did some rough housing at the park. Shaun got John to bring a broom to sweep up all the mud that kids were throwing around.

Got another idea for a video game I hope to make.
Basically, a 2-D fighter, much like GGX2 or SF3, but with the ability to move the battle plane. After an attack that would knock an opponent hard enough to move him left or right, the fighting plane would move as well. 3D anime-ish backgrounds, 2D sprites for the characters.
Also, having the ability to interact with objects.
Stages include the Gazibo, a moving city bus, out in the streets, inside the shop ect.
Note to self: Turn Shaun, John and Tommy into caracters.

Yesterday, I felt too tired to care about anything last night. I miss Drea too much, I miss the beach with her. Too bad shes grounded for two weeks, on the account of getting a ride home from her friend (when she isn't allowed to ride with student drivers).

Well yesterday was a fun day. Showed up at the shop right when it opended, and assisted Mrs Takamure. As I opened and turned on the Alienware cases, I stepped in a puddle. Holy s**t! There was a huge a** puddle surrounding the tower. Not only that but the computer across from me also had a puddle dangerously close to the power outlets.

Three computers had to stay off, just to make sure they wouldn't get wet and shock anyone. Thank god the desks had a part that suspended the computers above the ground. Water was seeping through the walls next to the computers. Most likely from TBI's kitchen.

Hope Drea had a great time at Knottsberry. I'll be waiting for her to pop online soon so she could tell me about it. 3nodding

Time really isn't an issue. I could stay awake all night if need be just to be able to talk to Drea online. Was awake till 2 something this morning hoping Drea would pop online, but I knew she wasn't gonna show. Still, doesn't hurt to make sure she won't sign on and I'm not there. >.>

Spent the night gathering some songs for her. Found a few she might like, now all I have to do is wait for my cable to start working and send those songs to her.

Micromedia is pissing me off. I can't figure out whats wrong with the new skin for the computers. They won't work and it's making me go ape s**t, blast you Smart launch. Another try today, and hopefully I'll change the smart launch skins.

At this moment, Drea is off cleaning her dad's pool. She'll probably be doing a half assed job, so she can pop online quicker. Seems all she does at Cali is clean the pool and suffer from the heat at her dad's house.

Heres me, creating a weblog on gaia. Hopefully I'll keep this up longer then my xanga, which should be no more by now.

The Smash tourney yesterday was awsome. I should have taken Mika's advice and used both TVs instead of only one. All in all, it was a big succses. Amazing seeing so much smashers appear for the event. Even more so was watching them play. I'm glad I did this tourney at Livewire, and I'm glad Mika's mom let me hold it, and I'm glad its fnally over.

So sad that Kaz was the first eliminated, and my brother lost to Nick in the semi finals. I told him a high risk was gonna happen, and Nick pulled it off at 128%. Francis was a surpise, I really want to challange him now with my Samus.

Group matches was a little off, I forgot to count two groups and no one expected level 9 comps to beat Rick and Nick. I don't know why Ian was complaining, he wanted to see both of them lose. xd

I can't wait for the next tourney.


Drea said she'll only take 15 minutes to clean the pool.