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my boyfriend, instead of coming up to see me, had to study for a differential equations test that he might fail anyways. (no, i don't know what differential equations is either)
i was alone with my single friends all weekend. and my boyfriend and i almost broke up several times because of stuff. and i spent all today crying on and off because of a combination of PMS, stress, the weather, and being tired.

i hate my life. rather, i hate how i deal with my life sometimes.

nooooo!!!!

i'm so mad at gaia! i want the donation items SOOOO BAD! i understand why they might have problems, but still... grrr... that makes me IRRITATED!
i needed those items as pick me up because my stupid computer is not working.... *cries*

i'm on fall break and i have nothing to do... i want my friends to call me because i'm bored and have nothing to do.

i wish more people would post on my all purpose thread in the AT.

i'm at home this weekend and right now i'm being bored at my boyfriend's house while he takes a nap. i'm not sure if he's angry at me or just tired because i'm on the computer and he didn't ask me to come take the nap with him. so i'm confused and have a little bit of trepidation.

i decided to abandon most of my mules. so now i have all of their stuff. it makes me alittle sad because to me they all had personalities. oh well. byebye sugarmon, culwilwarin, arigato, citlali, and ahti. i'm keeping csilla (because she still has a blackface and will stay that way so i can boast in a year or so....), tasuke, my boyfriend's old account, abandc for my little brother, suu because she's awesome, and goldberry. wow. i'm sad.

oh man, that was awesome. i just got back and settled and now i'm in the post-con depression: where you realize that no everyone loves anime as much as everyone, especially in a small Christian school. i want to go back so badly. i want all of those peopel to go to school together so we can just talk about anime all the time... i'm crying on the inside. this sucks like whoa.

i had a table in the artists alley to sell my kodama sculptures and fairies and i also sold someone's hats for them, spent 113 dollars and ended up with 46ish. so i'm pretty happy. i mean i got some great swag.

-complimentary old issue of newtype
-dvd in issue with two episodes of random animes with trailers
-X poster for free inside complimentary old issue of newtype
-fruits basket #1 dvd which my boyfriend won, along with complimentary poster
-set of 6 ghibi keychains that include porco rosso, a dust bunnie, a kodama, totoro, yakul (mononoke), and gigi from kiki's.
-2 hats, an AFK and a lain bear hat for selling the chick's hats for her
-a hand painted totoro pillow that i ordered for a very awesome chick that bought 3 of my kodama
-a congoleramte miyazaki picture photo album. this man's art was amazing and he had made a huge blanket with the picture on it but copied it to make the photo album. i was quite happy.
-a set of 5 figurenes from tales of symphonia for the bestest boy in the world, patrick, which igave to him.
-pocky, my first ever, from patrick.
-lots of business cards

i found out that there is another con in nashiville that's decent sized, one in huntsville that's okay sized and another one in atlanta that's larger than AWA. HUZZAH!!!!

...i need to go to japan because that's the only way i'll buy soundtracks. they are f*@%ing expensive in america. not worth it AT ALL... but anyhow...

if i think of something more to say i'll post it later because now i'm goignto watch my anime bfore i do my homework. or i'll alternate.

it's hard on your mind and heart to be so so happy and so down at the same time....