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god i hate school, college is so friggin expensive.. what's worse is why don't they just make it cheaper? hell if it were, people wouldn't have to strip or do all kinda s**t just to get money. i got a phonecall from school asking why i didn't register :/ yea bleed more outta me why don't ya. i feel bad asking my parents for the money, that's why i've been saving my way to get through this. but it sucks cus i'm late paying the bill this time around.

i've never been in debt before, it ain't a nice thing either. but i should be able to pay this out by next week, i hope gonk

i'm ready to move on. final fantasy's alright but i think i'm ready to move on to other things. especially changing friends who aren't as supportive. i've noticed changes with some people, or maybe i'm just on my man period lol

lemme see what else, i went to the beach today. i saw some ducks and fed those bitches. there was a swan there too, go fig. i thought swans were only indigenous to europe, but they've got em all over the US apparently. he was awesome to look at though, really white and feathery, like he had a cloud on his back. if he was big enough i'd ride that sonofabitch pirate

anyway, back to what i was talkin about. i'm gonna make another account and eventually leave this one. i'm fed up with being treated this way. i can't say i'm a stranger to this feeling though. people have been jealous of me before and it sucks, because what can i do? i can't downplay myself to make you look good, i'm just an eccentric person. it comes naturally for me, i hear all kinds of things so i play it off like a joke. but there's only so much i'm gonna bother with

if people want to be cool they shouldn't make fun of other people to achieve it.