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So...I guess I am just so in love with this guy. So perfect and loving. To have the same things in common in such a way it goes deeper then anyone else... To do the same things and to have gone through the same experiences.

I don't know. Part of me is afraid I will mess it up cuz I am just so very clingy and I don't want to make it weird. I guess its just part of my insecreties. -sigh- I don't think he feels so bad about that or really at all...I just am afraid of it again. >.<

I have said people were good but they turned out bad but with him I trust so very much more then I have with others. I was always afraid they would lie to me and stuff but not him. Hes always very truthful with me. I wish there was other ways to express how I feel.

I feel so happy yet...still not out of control. I miss him when hes gone and everything...

Is it so wrong to meet a person and know in that instant their the one for you? Because..it felt that way. I just don't want to be to much or to little. To be the perfect amount.

Hes my shining star, my horn of a unicorn, my flame to my candle, the light of my world, and the most wonderful lover of all time! I just want to scream it to the world that I love him! Theres nothing more I want then to be with him no matter how long that takes.

I just feel like crying at this point. I am supposed to be happy and I think I am but this feeling is just so overwelming in a good way where...I don't even know what to do about it cuz its so strong. I want him to hold me. -sighs happily-

crying I haven't felt this strongly about anyone, not even the past people I have been with, it was strong with them but the feeling I get with him is SO much stronger heart heart heart