- Kinda..stressin now.. Just...today the hw I got just really got me worked up.. and then..yea..something happened that added to the stress.. my stomach really took a turn for the worst.. i was close to throwing up... I'm at the point of breaking down again.. but i'm stronger than that. I think the last time i broke down i got enough tears out..-sigh- guess i better come out with it in case you people never figured out the white text..that one entry with the whole
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that would be where the white text was inbetween... -sigh- yea basically that time i just snapped for no apparent reason.. the music pushed me over the edge..but linkin park made everything better..i dont know why but it does.. i seriously think its the screaming.. linkin park just pulls it off so awesomely so yea.. hahaha anyway yea.. -sigh-.. i'm..not really in a happy mood.. I'm in..everything's cold and i need to vent somehow mode...I don't know...well..stomach has calmed down a bit...-starts playing linkin park- ok this is slightly random but.. numb is really fun to play on the piano..and its like..the easiest linkin park song to play on the piano XD... man..can't laugh..this sucks.. noe's not on to cheer me up.. -sigh-
Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly, afraid to loose control
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Is falling apart right in front of you
Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow
Every step that I take is another mistake to you~
Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow
And every second I waste is more than I can take~
I could keep going... numb, pushing me away, and by myself, oh and don't stay.. yea those are all good songs to cheer me up.. the last two cause of the screaming. numb and pushing me away.. well i like the lyrics. yea.. ok I'm rambling at this point... man...I think..I'll stop for now..yea...
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