- Nick: today's turned out to be a pretty crapy day for me
Nick: except for talking to u
GhiaccioBlitz: I see..
GhiaccioBlitz: well at least we're here for each other eh?
Nick: yeah
Nick: u seem to make me feel better when crap is happening around me
Nick: that's y i call u so much
GhiaccioBlitz: I see
GhiaccioBlitz: well...looks like we're screwed now eh?
Nick: yeah
Nick: but it's ok
Nick: we can still see each other
GhiaccioBlitz: i hope..
Nick: yeah
GhiaccioBlitz: i seriously hope we can.. i feel really depressed bout this all
GhiaccioBlitz: *all this
Nick: lol
Nick: yeah
Nick: me too
GhiaccioBlitz: no i'm serious..i started feeling suicidal again..something i thought i convinced myself i would never think again
Nick: chey... it's ok
GhiaccioBlitz: nick..i've never been this close to someone before..this really hurts even though it seems like no big deal..
Nick: it really hurts me too
Nick: u're a really special girl to me
GhiaccioBlitz: nick...
Nick: hmm
GhiaccioBlitz: thanks.. thank you so much for being my friend
Nick: u too
Nick: u're a great girl chey
Nick: i'll always be here for u
GhiaccioBlitz: thanks and if you ever need me..you just gotta find a way to reach me lol
Nick: lol
Nick: yeah
Nick: come on
Nick: we don't need a phone to keep us together
GhiaccioBlitz: heh..yea
GhiaccioBlitz: n____n
Nick: that's the spirit
Nick: u know what sucks
GhiaccioBlitz: ?
Nick: it's already the end of the school year
Nick: lol
GhiaccioBlitz: i kno
GhiaccioBlitz: man..
Nick: o well
GhiaccioBlitz: normally i'm fine not doing crap during the summer.. but now i'm seriously gonna be bored
Nick: we'll make this week our best
GhiaccioBlitz: yea
Nick: let's put all this crap behind us
Nick: even though i can't call u for the finale of american idol
Nick: lol
GhiaccioBlitz: hehehe..
GhiaccioBlitz: was looking forward to that..oh well
Nick: yeah
GhiaccioBlitz: ..man..hurry up and be tomorrow already...
Nick: lol
Nick: only a couple ours
Nick: go to sleep early
GhiaccioBlitz: heh yea..
Nick: like i said before
Nick: lol
GhiaccioBlitz: finally this time you'll win..
Nick: yay!
Nick: lol
GhiaccioBlitz: n_n
Nick: now it's best for u
GhiaccioBlitz: yea it really is
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GhiaccioBlitz: you are officially tied for the spot of bestest friend in the whole goddamn universe
Nick: yay!!!
GhiaccioBlitz: so if you go to a different school i shall die cause that'll be twice my bestest friend left me..
Nick: ic
GhiaccioBlitz: so stay here! ^^
Nick: i will not then
Nick: k
GhiaccioBlitz: yaaaay
Nick: but u have chris
Nick: lol
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GhiaccioBlitz: you know..i thought i'd never say this but..i seriously wanna live at the school now
Nick: lol
Nick: me too
Nick: then we can hang out all the time
Nick: but what if mr. heirs is sleeping on the couch outside?
Nick: lol
GhiaccioBlitz: xP
GhiaccioBlitz: i would say hide somewhere but he probably took down all the walls by then
GhiaccioBlitz: =P
Nick: lol
Nick: true
Nick: u make me feel so unsafe chey
GhiaccioBlitz: hehehehehe
GhiaccioBlitz: but at least i'm also making you laugh
Nick: yeah
Nick: that's why u're the most awsomesst person
GhiaccioBlitz: ^^
GhiaccioBlitz: yaaay this night is definately making up for the totally crappy weekend this has been
Nick: it is
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GhiaccioBlitz: you know..since i'll have less phone time for next school year.. i can really be able to do ap class..i'll have like..all that free time so i'll be able to concentrate.. and who knows i may just be able to pass XD
Nick: yeah
Nick: being positive i see
Nick: good
GhiaccioBlitz: pluuuuus..that means more computer time
Nick: yay!!!
GhiaccioBlitz: cause i'll have essays to do..
GhiaccioBlitz: seeee bright side to everything n_n
Nick: and i have like 400 tx messages
GhiaccioBlitz: XD
Nick: and i'll have time to maybe pass that ap english if i even get in
Nick: which i probably ain't
GhiaccioBlitz: lol
Nick: but i am on miss bright
Nick: gah
Nick: stupid
Nick: i am on miss bright's good side
GhiaccioBlitz: xP
GhiaccioBlitz: yea ok..
Nick: still doesn't sound right
GhiaccioBlitz: i was wondering
Nick: but yeah
Nick: huh?
GhiaccioBlitz: no cause you didnt finish the sentence and i was like umm..
Nick: lol
Nick: yeah
GhiaccioBlitz: yea erasing that from my memory..
Nick: lol
Nick: i'll print that out and show it to u tomorrow
Nick: lol
GhiaccioBlitz: xP
GhiaccioBlitz: tralalalala..
Nick: this is actually the most interesting and add conversation we've ever had on aim
Nick: i should save this crap
Nick: lol
GhiaccioBlitz: yea
GhiaccioBlitz: i'm definately saving this
Nick: we could use this to write a book or something
GhiaccioBlitz: lol
Nick: o crap
Nick: i'm not on my computer
Nick: lol
GhiaccioBlitz: um..email it to urself XD
Nick: lol
Nick: true
GhiaccioBlitz: n_n
GhiaccioBlitz: wow..its so weird..at first we barely talked and now look how close we are
Nick: i know
Nick: when i met u and ash... i was closer to ash for some reason
Nick: now u're the closest person i've ever met and ash hates me
Nick: lol
GhiaccioBlitz: lol
GhiaccioBlitz: funny how things work
Nick: well, she did give me a plant
Nick: i know yeah
Nick: ok, on the popup ads for aim...
Nick: i saw a t mobile add
Nick: and a find a career add
Nick: wow
GhiaccioBlitz: lol
Nick: lol
GhiaccioBlitz: wow..
GhiaccioBlitz: maybe its telling you that my plan will work XD
Nick: yupz
GhiaccioBlitz: i just got a university of pheonix and blockbuster...soo..apparently i'll go there instead of uti and work at blockbuster while im there...?
Nick: and stay here with me?
Nick: lol
GhiaccioBlitz: lol
GhiaccioBlitz: nick...i dont know but..perhaps i will stay
GhiaccioBlitz: i dont wanna leave ya
Nick: well, i think you should do what's best for u're life
GhiaccioBlitz: mm..but.. it wont help me if i'm super depressed about leaving you
GhiaccioBlitz: mm..maybe things will work out in time
Nick: yeah
GhiaccioBlitz: just cant have it all can i.. heh
Nick: lol
Nick: yeah
GhiaccioBlitz: but..i do have a back up..
Nick: that is?
GhiaccioBlitz: major in science. not sure what kind but some sort. so i dont necessarily hafta go to the mainland for that
Nick: i think u shoulld go and do as u planned
Nick: if anything u can come back
GhiaccioBlitz: heh yea
Nick: or i can fly up there a lot
GhiaccioBlitz: its just one year anyway XD
Nick: ah the privilages of my mom being a filght attendant
Nick: lol
GhiaccioBlitz: lol
GhiaccioBlitz: alright! one year in arizona i move back..in the mean time you can visit me whenever you can n__n
Nick: awsome!
Nick: k
GhiaccioBlitz: hehehehe
GhiaccioBlitz: ya know i was just about to say nothing will ever come between us but.. i just thought what if something does happen..like..ya know how some people are really close then they just grow apart and never even talk to each other..
GhiaccioBlitz: waaaah bad thoughts must stay positive..
Nick: yeah
Nick: i'll never leave u chey
Nick: i told u already, i'm always here for u
GhiaccioBlitz: n_n thanks
GhiaccioBlitz: that really means a lot to me..
Nick: u're the most special girl to me chey, u always will be
GhiaccioBlitz: ..you know what i just realized..
Nick: what
GhiaccioBlitz: if someone were to read this they would think we were like.. MADLY in love with each other
Nick: i know yeah
GhiaccioBlitz: hahaha
Nick: lol
GhiaccioBlitz: funny
Nick: man... i wish everyday was like this
Nick: just u and me talkin all day
GhiaccioBlitz: that would be so cool...
Nick: yeah
Nick: man... u wear me out chey
Nick: lol
GhiaccioBlitz: lol
Nick: damn
Nick: i don't wanna get off the comp with u
Nick: o wait...
Nick: phone aim!!!
GhiaccioBlitz: xD
Nick: yay
GhiaccioBlitz: hooraaay
GhiaccioBlitz: cause.. i have an hour and 30 min left with the comp
Nick: i don't know how long i got
GhiaccioBlitz: I see
GhiaccioBlitz: well lets just make the best of however much time we got left then hm?
Nick: yeah
Nick: then go to sleep
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Nick: lol
Nick: u made me tired
GhiaccioBlitz: lol
Nick: lol
GhiaccioBlitz: oh yea well i'm seriously drained from all this crying i've been doing lately
Nick: yeah
Nick: i'm sorry
GhiaccioBlitz: its ok
GhiaccioBlitz: you know..i never knew i could cry so much 0_o;;
Nick: i wish i could be there for u this weekend
GhiaccioBlitz: eh its ok..this just had really bad timing
GhiaccioBlitz: like..for real
Nick: yeah i know
GhiaccioBlitz: especially since my time of the month probably made me a hella lot more emotional than normal
GhiaccioBlitz: xP
Nick: ic
GhiaccioBlitz: oooo so thats why i was so damn dizzy..
GhiaccioBlitz: ok ya sorry add
Nick: lol
GhiaccioBlitz: lack of food+lack of water+lack of blood=very bad combo
Nick: o yeah
Nick: that's right
GhiaccioBlitz: i was so close to 24 hours too T___T
GhiaccioBlitz: yes that was my goal
GhiaccioBlitz: hahaha
Nick: omg
Nick: chey
GhiaccioBlitz: yes?
Nick: huh
Nick: o
Nick: just saying ur name as a omg tone
Nick: lol
GhiaccioBlitz: lol I see
GhiaccioBlitz: well hehehe i'm just jokin... n_n
GhiaccioBlitz: though i really wanted to see how messed up i was after 24 hours..
GhiaccioBlitz: but whatever
Nick: wow
Nick: chey... don't die
Nick: then i'll die
GhiaccioBlitz: dont worry nick no way am i dying just yet
Nick: good
Nick: lol
GhiaccioBlitz: lol
GhiaccioBlitz: actually music and you are probably the only things keeping me alive at this point
Nick: wow
Nick: me too
GhiaccioBlitz: lol
GhiaccioBlitz: wow..i'm surprised time is actually going slowly for once..so happy
Nick: i know
Nick: god loves us loving each other
Nick: lol
GhiaccioBlitz: lol
GhiaccioBlitz: thats kinda..weird to say but ya
Nick: lol
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GhiaccioBlitz: so happy now
Nick: me too
Nick: like i said
Nick: u make everything better for me
GhiaccioBlitz: n__n
GhiaccioBlitz: so glad your my friend
Nick: me too
Nick: ur the best girl i've ever met
GhiaccioBlitz: and you're definately the coolest most awesomest guy i've ever known
Nick: yay
GhiaccioBlitz: ^^
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Nick: Damn
Nick: Can't wait till tonight's over
GhiaccioBlitz: yea
GhiaccioBlitz: dammit...
GhiaccioBlitz: this is my last minute
GhiaccioBlitz: nick i'll see ya tomorrow then..
Nick: Damn
Nick: But i'm really glad we had this talk
GhiaccioBlitz: yea me too
Nick: K
GhiaccioBlitz: night!
Nick: Goodnight
(PS Ok I went through and changed nick's sn to nick which isnt much of a change..but whatever and i gotta go so i left my sn...)
Yeaaa...those are parts of the really long conversation I had with Nick yesterday. Highlights if you will. But yea.... it was fun.. n_n without nick..well i definately wouldnt be in this mess..but yea without him right now i would die.
Oh yea I'm back in stable condition. ..for the most part..kinda pissed everytime i hear my parents' voices.. but yea. i'm fine. Me and Nick had a lot of fun today. We're doing our best to make this the best last days of our lives. hahah.
oh yea..my friends noe and jessi do not get what the song Animals by Nickelback means..me nick and rinota..all tried explaining...they still dont get it....we gave up. they...are so clueless even though they get a lot of other stuff....god they are so weird.. but whatever....man i keep rereading this im @__@ i just can't help it.
You'll never know how much I really love you
You'll never know how much I really care~
You'll never know how much I really care~
K well..got homework to do...and yea..
~<3
~<3
