my grandmother died april 18th 2007.
I started dating pie a week ago. i broke up with him because im still in love with jay, and i know that he still loves me. we just dont really talk alot much togehter anymore. But i still love him, and pie knows it. And yet he still stands going out with me... i just dont understand him. anyway. i have been really busy with finals and crap, and the fact of the matter is that i might not pass this year at all, which is going to suck total balls but at least i have been trying. Ya know? Anyway, we got a chorus concert tonight, looking forward to that rolleyes seriously, its really bad renditions of the beetles. not really what i wanted to do tonight. i want to hang out with fox, because i miss him, but i dont think i can because my grandfather will probably be there at exactly 9 waiting for me outside, so i cant even sneek over there. plus i have to get ready and all cuz we dont have to wear our uniforms this time but its still gunna suck cuz we have to dress nicely. can you say "ick"? i hate dressing up. but still i think im going to have a good time, other than the standing for hours and sweating and bad notes and listening to joey go flat on his solo wheni should have gotten it (but he tried out really well... but ever since then he has been getting the note flat 1200000000000000000000wetlwi208573249576 times it drives me nuts!)
anyway, back with life. im in dtsp right now (yaay state testing! science! social studies! ... gonk ) and im going to get off of here because im getting this feeling that those people that i was sitting next to is stealing my stuff or some stupid s**t. they can have my 20 dololar cd player, its all the stolen cds i care about lol. <3
Ciao for now. <3
Lana Luvv Community Member 
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