In one of those..weirdness states...
Too much stuff happening since its the last day of school.. I'm just so not ready for this yet..-sigh- oh well
I've been feeling this weird feeling lately..I mean it's like..I enjoy my time with nick and I want to be with him whenever I can..or at least that's how I feel when I'm not around him..but when I'm with him..I feel like...I wish things were kinda like how they were before and...I dont know its hard to explain... like... I really loved how we were when we just were best friends..now the atmosphere is always so different.. i'm not making much sense not even to myself but...I just kinda miss it..I guess i'm subconciously pushing nick away a bit so I don't get too attatched... that's the best conclusion i can come up with as to why i'm feeling how i am lately... i don't know..
eh..had another melt down.. but i'm better now.. Yes rinota you helped =P
-sigh- i'm gonna fail my last exam...gonna hafta pay 56 ******** dollars for a ******** geometry book...
"********... What the ********. Who the ******** ******** this ********... How did you two ******** ********... ********!"
That quote is like how i feel right now..i guess basically. Like..swearing isn't enough to get the point across. I could swear my head off right now and i wouldnt feel much better or get anywhere. blah...
Well whatever. [/rant]
Gonna attempt to figure out geometry before i totally fail it tomorrow...
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