Here are some numbers for everyone to try to understand:
-People who wished me a happy birthday without having to be reminded: 2
-People who wished me a happy birthday with being reminded: 17
-People at school today: Too many to count
-People who i saw today: Over 400
-People at the school dance: Nearly the whole 8th grade (Over 400 people)
-People who wished me happy birthday at the dance: 5
-People who have had many chances to say happy birthday: Too many to count
-People who saw the board in History with my birthday on it: A little over 100
-People who noticed it: None
-Number of presents: 1
-Number of cards: 5, all from family
Okay, enough with numbers, how about letters and phrases!:
-My friends all knew my birthday was today!
-Random friend spread word that my birthday is tomarow!
-NO ONE SAYS HAPPY BIRTHDAY WHEN NO ONE WOULD SEE ME TOMAROW!
-Half of my friends knew my birthday was today because i told them yesterday!
-Two remember, Melinda and Matt
-Melinda i barely know, but has all her classes with me on A-days so i bished all day and she must have gotten the message.
-Matt i have known all my life, litterly. I've known him 13 years and 5 months now, i'm only 14.
-My birthday dinner consisted of a salid. JUST a salid.
-My party was non-exsistent
-My cake was also non-exsistent, only in my dreams
-This is the first year to ever have that happen
-My fathers a freaking lawyer, my family is well off when it comes to money
-My laptop, my ******** laptop, has been broken all day
-Nearly none of my friends have gotten on all day
That might just get to the point. GOOD THINGS ABOUT MY B-DAY!:
-We had the 8th grade dance
-Kashia actually danced with me! even though she is my best friend so it is entittled
-I got looks toward my friends and me that said we scare people mrgreen
-People actually liked my dress
MY PRESENTS! Oh, you'll get a kick out of this one!:
-Virtually non-exsistent
-Only 1 thing
-NC State Gym Bag
-A very small one
-I don't even wanna go to NC State that much anymore
-NC State means being near my family >.<
EVEN BETTER! ATTEMPTS AT A PARTY!!!!!!!!!:
-5 million billion zillion
-All failed
-All shot down by parents
THE LIST!:
-Sleepover at my house after the dance
-Party for 2 hours after the dance (Actually, it was shot down by me. Who the hell would want their party to be after a dance for 2 hours when we wouldn't even get home until 10?? and we would be tired!)
-Movies afterwards
-Sleep over at Maggies
-Movies afterwards again (different dynamics over and over for like 5 times)
-PARTY AT MY HOUSE!
-On and on for about a mile long list
AND THERE IS MY BISHING! Gah, i'm gonna go grab a shower and sleep >.< i wish i were old enough to get drunk right now. It would make this all feel so much better then it is now, or atleast prolong the emotions until the morning when i force myself to styfle my heart to a mear whisper. Always works then, never works now. Plus it would mean i could drive, then i would get the freak out of this house to somewhere less depressing and with my friends
 Sammy2903 · Sat Jun 02, 2007 @ 04:14am · 0 Comments |
