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It's been a while since I wrote a journal. There are a lot of things I've seen in life, but it's all been down and really doesn't try to improve itself and most of them involve girls. I was at school the other day, at lunch, playing with my friends. When all of a sudden, I overheard a conversation. At the end of the conversation I hear the boy yell this : "SHUT UP, b***h, I WILL SLAP THE s**t OUT OF YOU!!!!". The girl ran off in a burst of tears to the other side of the lunchroom and sat down crying. I get up to look at the boy and he said "What are you looking at?". I stayed silent for a while and said "I don't know...You tell me?" And afterwards I turned my back and walked off towards the girl. I get to the girl, with her head down and a face full of tears. I sit in the chair across from her and I say "Hey, miss? Are you okay?". She lifts her head up and said "Who sent you over here?". I said "Who? No one sent me over here. I...just came to see if you were okay". "LIAR! What boy checks up on a girl from out of nowhere? Who are you and what do you want?" She asked. "I just came to check up on you and nothing else. I heard what happened over there. I saw you crying and how you ran off. I figured that if the one who hurt you won't come and stop you from crying, then I will. I understand you're hurt, but don't degrade yourself by letting people know that. Especially, people like him" I said. "Stop the act! You boys are all the same. You're fake, boys like you don't exist, okay?! The only boys like that that are as good as the act you put on only exist in books and stuff!" She said. "...I see. We're all the same? Of course we are! ALL boy have a p***s." I said. Her face went from angry pissed to an instant smile and laugh. "You still can't change my mind about what I think. Laugh or not, you guys piss me off" She said. "Well, as much as I want to speak for myself, I am a guy. I guess I piss you off by being here, huh? I asked. "Yes, you do. Stop the act and go away. I can handle myself". She said. "The tears on table say otherwise. Look, I know it hurts, but you say guys piss you off because they do nothing, but act. But, the only one acting...is you. And I think I know why. You get hurt by one guy and you blame them all" I said softly. She sat there looking away. "So what? I can do as I please. What do you care?" She asked. "That's the whole reason...I care" I said. "So? I don't" She said. "What's your deal?" I asked. "I'LL TELL YOU WHAT MY DEAL IS! YOU COME FROM OUT OF NOWHERE AND DECIDE TO JUST "CARE" ALL OF A SUDDEN AND I DON'T EVEN KNOW YOU!!! THE THING IS YOU'RE ONLY BOY IN THIS WHOLE SCHOOL WHO HAS DONE SOMETHING LIKE THIS FOR ME!!!". Then she covered her mouth from embarrassment What she said had slipped out and wasn't meant to be heard by my ears. "Is that what this is about? You thought I didn't care? You didn't believe me when I said so? Did you really think I was lying?" I asked. "Yes. I didn't mean to act like that. It's just that...no one really even so much as TRIED to do what you just did. You made me laugh, you made me smile,...I felt so better, but I just couldn't believe it was real...I didn't believe YOU were real. You're a gentlemen..and I was a complete b***h,...just like the other guy called me..." She said softly. "You're no b***h, okay?! What he said, don't let that EVER sink in your mind that you are one!" I yelled. She jump up out of here seat and hugged me. "Thank you so much. You REALLY do care!" She said. I took the hug she gave me and blushed. I felt my face burn. "Yeah, well just don't let me see you crying like that, again. Okay?" I said with a smile. "I won't" She said. And then the bell rung. Lunch was over. "Oh the bell. And I didn't even eat. Well, I'm off to class" I said. "WAIT! You spent your whole lunch with me trying to cheer me up and missed out on lunch, Paul. What can I do for you?" She asked. "You don't have to do anything for me. I'm just glad you're okay now" I said. "I know you have to leave, but I want you to meet me after school. And I want to ask you a question...I know it sounds silly but,...are you a guardian angel?" She asked. I walked off and looked over my shoulder. "...I'm just a guy out of the books" I said to her softly. So, I walked to class late.

But you know what, it's shouldn't have to be like that. Guys, no matter what don't purposely harm a girl. Girls are not "bitches". Nor are they "sluts", "whores", or any other name of the sort. Respect is given where it is due. Remember that.
Oh! And about me meeting her after school, she treated me out to eat because I missed lunch. I use to think helping people out was just to see the person happy, but it pays, too. A moment I will keep close and never forget.