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heart aww phan chan found lub!

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AWESOME~YOU SURE ABOUT HER PHAN? IS IT WHO I THINK It IS? ARE YOU SURE PHAN? I'M HAPPY YOUR HAPPY BABE!!!L8er

i no its over but i remember a young girl once telling me not to long ago that roxy meant nothing to you that it was a temporary thing so everyone who might this phan was still dating me at this time yet she had feeling for this girls for longest time huh funny i asked her way back all bout her life yet she never mentioned a roxy and was this a look into the dpth of her love or a look into the truth of her word is everything she says a facade some would say im harsh im only blunt im also blunt with my self lol so try me i dont lie when comes to personal questions ask phan ive told her right after i mess up or begin to lie because its wrong ppl and her friends have always falsly critisize me and chastise me and riticuel me and yet i two years after all her drama IM STILL HERE!!!!!!! but this is wat she does when make th decision to join the military it would seperate us for a few months but give me a solid future to support her a** but i was filled with guilt and fear of losing her so i purposely injury myself to get discharged to find things like this happens i was told that she never became intimate with roxy although they leave in the same state and i believe the same city but heres my question if she would have or really already had before would she enjoy it huh would she crave this new lovers touch as she did mine it took her three months to tell of this affair only god and phan and roxy no that i no that phan fears losing me cause she knows im a DAMN DAMN good man so she might hold back the truth in fear of losing me she is meaningful in one way but the full overview would show lack of faith in our realtionship and in weakness.........................





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