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I have no love
no one to love
im alone

in the cold
i want love
love from thy

thy man i love
who i meet yestarday,
he was the one

he was the one
who tor me apart
the one who left

left wiht out a good bye
he never said...
he never said i love you

to me or thy
he has a gf i know it now,
he didnt say he did though

i love him even though
we had just meet
i know hes the one

the one for me
i am left alone
with a hole in my soul

dead and alone
thats how i feel
but then some part of me

the part i can feel
shows me love and passione,
kindness and forgiveness

but im alone
left alone to the most
drastiv part of life

i live in reality
i dont make a place
a place in my mind

reality comes one way or another
i found it cause i came for it
i finally decide

to be alone
even though i love him
care for him

but one way or another i grow old,
im still alone though
him and i werent together

i cared for him
i loved him
but im old

old and alone
i lay on my bed
death bed at the most,

im there with just a
cat and a dog
by my side

my sister and to brothers,
my mom she was gone
my dad he didnt care

i just lay there
alone and cold
every waking moment i was there

i thought of him
im old and dead
before my mind whent dead

i thought to myself
"i love him"
then i just shut off

like some kinda robot
that is broken
unfixable

left alone
dusty and dirty
and old

i am comparable
with the robot
just forgotten

and alone.....