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So... I feel like writing more, because it's actually kinda spiffy, and I found my last entry to be short. (btw I like to write. and I write a lot. Not always good stuff, but there's lots of it one way or another.)

So let's talk about friends. I actually don't have that many anymore. I use to have a ton of, or at least 10, really good friends. Now... Prolly 4-5. Which is more than some people. However I see them like... once a week to once a month. Most of them once a month. Which isn't happy. It kinda sucks. None of them go to my school. Most of them I know from Jr high and I just happened to keep around me. Which makes sense, because there's no one to keep around me at my school. While I know and sometimes hang out with people there, they're not really friends. Or at least not good friends.

I just have this thing where I don't like to hang out with just anyone, it's like, I know someone will be a friend because when we meet and start talking we just seem to click, and ta da, we can talk for hours. Then you have the people who are nice, and seem okay, but you know you don't really care about them. But these are the ones who I really care about.

Maude: My current best friend, for about a year or two now. She's fun, and she puts up with me. Two imporant things. I met her in Japanese class sophmore year, and that was kinda spiffy. Normally homeschooled she didn't actually go to school much, but she was at my school. And then I kicked her. And a lump formed. And that lump turned out to be cancer. So now she stays home because she just got over chem, and she's gone through other surgeries. It's not happy, but she's still a cool, spiffy chick. Dunno how else to explain her... she's read a lot lately, plays ff11 tons, she got a free lap top *glares at her* and all sorts of presents. Her families huge, so she gets a lot of support, that's happy. *can't think of anything else to say* I'm sure I'll chat about her later.

Ian: Probably my second best friend. I know him from seventh grade, when he was kinda a dork. He's not so much a dork anymore. He's like... *thinks* He's a gun nut world war 2 freak who could be easily compared to a neo-nazi he's really not one. Though he's probably a little racist. He's still cool, in an odd way. He likes video games and anime and other things. He has a Gaia acount but he's not really on much and he's not the chattyist person on the internet... I'm probably not discribing him very well. Don't kick me if you read this Ian! You're much cooler than I make you sound! Um... crazy, honest, trust worthy, probably knows me pretty well, fun to hang around if you can put up with him, intelegent in his own way...

Chelsea: My use-to-be best friend still really good friend who I don't see much because we're both really busy and just don't hang out much. She's like the niftyist person ever. Except for all those other niftyist people ever. So, she's punk, not the bookish person, but very colorful. She works at taco bell *I dislike her for having a job.* I'm realizing how hard it is to describe friends. I mean, I can say they're all cool, but then you ask why and it's like... well, she has cool clothes and a great personality and good taste in music... but really that doesn't say much. Pah, aw well. she's a dependible, independent, strong willed, funny, carismatic chick.

Mandy: So... we had a falling out in 9th grade, but we're friends again. She's an artist anime lover who I don't see much anymore. We don't have so much in common as we use to. She likes J-pop and is a fellow rater on my rating threads who changed her Gaia name so I don't know what it is anymore. Her fashion taste is questionable sometimes (by me, I'm picky at times) but she's still spiffy. She artistic, funny, somewhat airheaded at times, ocationally bitchy, but over all a good person who I can talk to.

David: He's like a big huggable teddy bear. ^_^ Another anime freak, more so then the rest, except maybe Mandy. He's nice, dependable, sometimes forgetable, seems innocentish at first, but really isn't. he's not as bubbley as he might seem, and can be serious. I don't know what type of music he likes, but he shares my love of penguins, and fully supports my ideas about them. He's also a bit of an artist, and even though he goes to a different school he's visited mine for Japanese club (because mine is better than his blaugh ) I dunno... he's a nice guy, and he'll listen to me b***h. If you haven't noticed yet I ramble, and he puts up with that. Which is happy.

That's about it at the moment. Dunno how it sounds cause I'm too lazy to read it through right now. I know I don't do them justice and I probably left out very important things. They'll be explained better through other writings when I actually talk about what we do or have done.