View User's Journal

Welcome to Gaia! :: View User's Journal | Gaia Journals

I'm free to decide whatever I bloody wish to. I can make my own choices and go along my own path. I'm sick and tired of people setting me on a predetermined path, or telling me what I am doing is wrong. They're not doing it because they care about my well being, heavens no. They just say it because they're bona-fide assholes, that care nothing about how the hell I feel.

Its funny, a lot of people are acting like that lately and it pisses me off. I am not a complete and total wraith. I know what I want to do in life. I know where I need to go and how to accomplish it. But theres a difference, I'm not jumping head first into the situation. I personally don't want to do anything right now. Even if I did, what I could accomplish wouldn't be enough to actually set me on my way just yet.

Another thing that is starting to bother people. A lot of people tend to think they know the full story, when they don't even bother to ask me. They give their two cents, and act like an a*****e the entire time. Next time ask, don't bloody assume you know every minute detail.

As you can see I am not in the best of moods. In less than five minutes I have to go get dressed and get to school before 7:30 to take a ******** AP exam that is going to last for God knows how long. I only signed up for the exam so I wouldn't have to do another outside reading book.

Oh and not to be rude in any way, but I can and will hold grudges. When someone ruins your life and causes you to be over 10,000 dollars in debt, its a little hard to actually look at them and think "wow, this person is the GREATEST".

I'm sorry Raymond, but you do have to understand that no matter how close we may get in the future, I am always going to be held back by everything that has happened.

Welcome to Gaia! :: View User's Journal | Gaia Journals

More Information