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HeartBreak Again i had the best day yesterday with Joe.. [Details Later] Just to figure out it was all a damn lie i just figured out that my exboyfriend was already going out with some other girl. It's been a pathetic relationship, canceling and all... i figured out he used my money to buy something for her.. Whatever. He says he doesn't love me.. Because of my pain he gives me, i don't know what the hell is up with that.. Whatever ... And to make things worse, my other best friend, the only one who claims he loves me is thinking of going out with someone else. Whatever.. i don't care.

Posted by: The_Hopeless_And_Broken Tue Aug 14, 2007 @ 05:02pm

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Commented on: Tue Aug 14, 2007 @ 08:39pm


	...I do love you...but...its...complicated...I didnt want to do anything without you knowing...I-Im sorry...I didnt want to betray your trust... sad

Commented on: Tue Aug 14, 2007 @ 08:43pm


	What's so complicated about it?? Why?!

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Commented on: Wed Aug 15, 2007 @ 01:36am


	I got some things that I want to say but I'm not sure if I should or if you would be bother if I spoke. Would it bother you if I said something?

Commented on: Wed Aug 15, 2007 @ 01:39am


	As long as you don't break me to smaller pieces.. Just Note: Ethan was only adding to my problems with shitty love. i don't care if he goes out with someone else, it just hurt. And with Joe, it's ********' killing me, but.. sure. Say something

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Commented on: Wed Aug 15, 2007 @ 02:11am


	Well to what that Joe guy, that sounds off. I think one would either care if they were causing harm and hate themself or not give a damn. I'm not sure what you think when you hear someone says they love you. sad

Commented on: Wed Aug 15, 2007 @ 02:23am


	i've always wanted to be the only and the best one .. He cares i guess.. Cause he's always saying he's sorry, he's sorry, and how he hates himself, but he's not sorry enough to break it off with her. i'm so ******' scared, and it hurts like hell, i'm crying every hour of the ****' day.. And she likes him alot too, and i'm so **** paranoid about things getting serious, and he keeps going on how it won't effect our friendship, but it will, i'm gonna *****' die because of it. i'm not gonna be living my life feeling like this everyday, if i have to die, FINE. And the stupid thing is the more pain he causes me, the less he loves me because he can't deal with the guilt of hurting me, he says that the reason he can't love me anymore than a close friend is because he doesn't deserve me because of all the hurt he's caused, and that just makes me hurt even more, i hate it so much because i can't hate him!! sobs*

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Commented on: Wed Aug 15, 2007 @ 02:40am


	Sam your wanting alot. He said he didn't love you and that's no relationship to be in. a relationship with no love in return. He's a basterd. From what you say.

Commented on: Wed Aug 15, 2007 @ 02:42am


	Sammy, let's get one thing straight here: We ALL love you. Whether it be a romantic love, or the love that comes with friendship, we all want the very best for you. Please believe me. This situation is a drastic situation that calls for drastic advice. Think of it as advice from an older sister who saw the very same goddamned situation happen before her own eyes with someone SHE loved. This guy OBVIOUSLY has no qualms about hurting you. Most boys are like that. It's a fact that they're less emotionally prone then we girls are. If he's going out with another girl, and you really love him, you should be happy for him, not angry. You should accept the fact that he couldn't appreciate you for who you are, and that for some shitty reason he thought you weren't making him happy. You're so much better than that, Sam, worth so much more. Don't settle for a crappy guy who doesn't care about you the way you care about him. He may say he does still love you, but some guys will simply lie and rend hearts just so they can have more than one girl chasing after their love. Don't give him that. In short, Get over him. That's all I gotta say for now.

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Commented on: Wed Aug 15, 2007 @ 02:47am


	Don't you a*****e listen to me?? i can't get over him!! No matter what he does, i never hate him more or less! He says he still loves me, he just doesn't want me to go through the pain he used to always put me through, but he doesn't know he's hurting me more than ever now

Commented on: Wed Aug 15, 2007 @ 04:01am


	That's bullSHIT Sam. Why the hell would you even say that? Piece of crap men like that are not worth your time or love! And why would you call us assholes? WE ACTUALLY care about YOU. WE ACTUALLY want to HELP YOU. You tell us we don't understand, when in reality, it seems you're the only one who doesn't seem to get it. And don't try and tell me I'm not listening, because if I wasn't, then why the hell would I be wasting my time reading your journal entries, and why would I bother typing out this message? All of us have been hurt like this one time or another. Lord knows I wanted to end y own life countless times when I was your age. But that's SO OVER now, you know why? Because I let people in. I let them help me. Even wneh I thought their advice was pointless, I listened to them, and let them help me. Love is the worst kind of poison. It'll only last when it's true, and when both people feel it. Otherwise it's a waste of your time. Getting over someone takes a long time, maybe even years, and a lot of patience. But once you're free again, you can see what a jerkoff the person you felt was 'the one' really is. So please, just let us help you. Don't cry...it kills me inside to see my friends cry. Especially over s**t like this.

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Commented on: Wed Aug 15, 2007 @ 10:58pm


	Sammy which one is it. On your journal you sad he said he didn't love you and now your saying he said he loves you. gonk

Commented on: Thu Aug 16, 2007 @ 01:04am


	He does he just doesn't want to hurt me.. You guys don't get it, you're not me, you don't have my feelings.. You DON'T get it..

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Commented on: Thu Aug 16, 2007 @ 01:44am


	Well if he love you he would have just return your money instead of doing what he did. Some you may be very intelecual but you are naive. Or maybe your blinding yourself but I'm sorry but a true companion wouldn't do this. My last idea of this is you've known this person for a very long time and learn and been given a lot by this person and can't bare the thought of betrayal.

Commented on: Thu Aug 16, 2007 @ 01:48am


	He's been my friend for the longest time.. And it's not betrayal... i just can't get through my thick skull to let him go. i know i should, but i ********' can't, okay?

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Commented on: Thu Aug 16, 2007 @ 02:03am


	I understand that situation exacly. I care for this person growing up. He was like a father-figure to me. I may say that I use to love him. My logic was first develope from this person and I trust noone more. But her done something that beytrayed everything that I beleived in. Now I hate him with heart and I hope I never see him ever again I don't think I could hold back from killing him where I see him. evil I was twelve at the time. I understand how painful it must be to try to forget someone that you have so much effection for.

Commented on: Thu Aug 16, 2007 @ 10:29pm


	Hmm.. yeah, i probably will hate him someday.. But i don't know.. hugs

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Commented on: Fri Aug 17, 2007 @ 02:23am


	Please... avoid hating anything. Hatred is life shortning.

Commented on: Sat Aug 18, 2007 @ 07:44pm


	i wish my life was shorter.. if i could hate him, i wouldn't hurt anymore..

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