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So many things happened this year, well since I'm in high school more precisely... sweatdrop I started slacking off more then when I was still in my last year of junior high which was so relaxed compared to now. crying It's my most important year, but my grades are lowering. xp I failed science physics, but I'm going to redo an exam so that I can pass with a better grade. 3nodding 1 month of sufferings left before the end of everything. Starting from the month of june, I won't be on Gaia much because I'll be studying hard. gonk It might not look like it, but I stressing about my final exams. I might not go the cegep of my choice, if I don't have good grades. Most of you must not know what cegep is, so I'll explain it. It's like 2 or 3 years after secondary here which is 5 years and after cegep, you can go to university or not. 3nodding My exams are all important, especially maths, history and science physics. The teachers keep telling us to start studying about the things we did in the beginning of the year. Only it seems so far away in my head, that I feel like I could never remember them... neutral
When I was young, I wanted to be a doctor so I could save some people. Now, I don't want to be one anymore because I want to become a psychologist. The reaction of my mother when I told her that, she thought that I was crazy. She said that it was a phase that I was going through and that I would become a doctor in the end, because I'm her precious baby. (I'm the last of 3 kids, so yeah xp ) I told her that I didn't want to be in enriched maths because I could never make it and I need it to become a doctor, so I don't want to be one anymore. She said that I was extremely smart and that I wouldn't have any difficulties. But what the hell does she know about me not finding maths difficult? stressed She knows nothing!!! scream She thinks that I'm spending too much time on the computer and that I'm not studying like I used to. The weird thing is that I never studied except if I had exams. confused She said that I don't read anymore, but she used to complain that I read too much. Because I would stay awake until 3 in the morning on weekends to try and finish the book. Now that I'm not reading anymore, she's complaining! But what does she want in the end? domokun But I'm going to borrow a book so I could read during the month of june and not go on the computer. surprised
I was thinking of droping out of school, but if I do that... My family will kill me and my friends too. stare So I'm just going to stay at school and hope that I can pass all my final exams. I'm not worried about next year because I'm going to slack off totally especially after the 2 first terms. cool Except for that, I guess that I'm happy because it's almost summer and it's almost my birthday!!! 4laugh heart In 33 days exactly starting from today. So if you're feeling generous, you could by your own choice, get me a little something. ninja