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i do feel rotten. that lady was so nice,&she really was interested in all the cool things here, &she just wanted a djembe cover...
I tried to be chearful, but i felt like I was sceamming incincerity to her...when that isn't how i felt at all!
crying crying crying crying crying crying

I HATE when i mess up like that&now she prolly hates me now, or she thinks that i hate her, or that she was a real bother when really she wasn't &
I JUST CAN'T DEAL WIF PPLZ SOMETIMES!

i has like, zero social skillz at all...
cry cry cry cry cry cry

heh...writing this didhelp me2 feel betters. diarys has never been of real use 2me affore...*thoughtful*