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Can't Understand he doesn't get it. and i know why. its all my fault. its all my fault he'll soon hate me. all my life ive been hoping to say one little thing to make a difference to someone, something life changing that would change their life and my life for the better. but no matter how hard i try i never am able to. no one's affected by anything i say. only i am since i finally try getting something important out, but no one understands, and so it doesn't have a point. i know if i try letting it out on their level then they wouldn't understand the greater feeling. i always let it out in a complex way that no one can get since theyve never felt this way before. and she's just assured me that i will fail. she's done something i never could have done. she's spoken words that have influenced the heart.. and it's ruining me. Every one of my friends seem to be accelling whem im only falling deeper. as they get higher they seem to think less and less of me, like they dont care at all.. i guess i never was meant to me loved. - 9/10

Posted by: The_Hopeless_And_Broken Tue Sep 11, 2007 @ 10:31pm

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Commented on: Wed Sep 12, 2007 @ 12:22am


	Not everone is meant to be. But there are other things one can live for as their purpose. smile

Commented on: Wed Sep 12, 2007 @ 12:39am


	i have hardly a purpose exept for to suffer..

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Commented on: Wed Sep 12, 2007 @ 03:30am


	It took me three years to find my reason to live. sweatdrop In time you'll find yours. biggrin

Commented on: Wed Sep 12, 2007 @ 11:38pm


	i'll give up before then. if my stupid reason hsa nothing to do with being loved, i'm outta here.

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Commented on: Thu Sep 13, 2007 @ 01:58am


	biggrin Just becuase you give up looking for it don't meen anything. exspecialy when it comes to loving or reason.

Commented on: Thu Sep 13, 2007 @ 02:37am


	Nothing means anything anymore..

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Commented on: Fri Sep 14, 2007 @ 02:48am


	Your family will always love you. You might not understand it, or they may have a weird way of showing it, but they still love you. And you'll always be my friend. =)

Commented on: Fri Sep 14, 2007 @ 02:51am

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