Well it's a secret I've had for the past FOUR years. I'm surprised many of you hadn't figured it out yet. You know how somedays I can be absolutely too perky to put into words and then others I will be so gosh darn depressing it makes others feel bad. Yeah this is not a cry for attention but a REAL problem. Most of you are probably thinking bipolar disorder. If that's the case you are close. Truth is I have a disorder that involves a split persona, or rather a split personality disorder. Now most of you are like wtf is that? Well, in my case when I was diagnosed by a REAL doctor i was told that I could explain my particular case as such if I ever wanted to. So here we go:
Let's say person A and Person B live in the same body Person A is the weaker of the two and always lets people control them, and doesn't have the ability atleast in their mindframe to put up a fight for themselves and stand up for their beliefs. Person B is the stronger of the two and can put up a good fight no matter what. These two people coexist in ONE body, but their minds are split in TWO, thus giving them split identities. This can be a problem if the two persons do not recognize each other. Person A will experience moments of memory loss, Person B comes out during those times, and Person A can't remember what he or she did. Sooner or later Person A who is the dominant person is going to start asking questions. Sooner or later they are going to have to see a doctor. Doctors are qwuacks I know, but in this case mine actually helped me for once. This is when i met my other half Lauren. Lauren is the weaker of the two of us. I'm the one with the perky personality and the will to keep going. Me and Lauren got in a fight last night over what we wanted to do for the rest of our lives. It's really hard when the people around you just give up on you I know, but Lauren keeps wanting to disappear, and it's getting downright annoying. Yeah I know this is all a lot to stomach right? Either that or I'm nuts. Lol. Your choice. Lauren gave me permission to tell you all, and if you stop being our friend thats fine with us, it just goes to show which of you are our true friends. But seriously we didn't know about each other until the doctor proved it to Lauren that I was real. Lauren still didn't want to believe it. Our parents don't even know becuase this would cause too much stress. And way too much drama between my two families, which we don't need now do we? No we don't. So anywho lauren finally started asking herself questions low and behold I come out. Yay Me! And we have reconciled we share this body now. And we are getting along well, when Lauren doesn't want to be around I'm here although she always sends me out to the dogs rather often lol. But anyways we ahve a split personality so deal with it or leave!
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LittleMissMerokoinAKimono · Thu Sep 27, 2007 @ 06:59pm · 1 Comments |