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Gaia pisses me off sometimes b/c its all the same bullshit. I don't know why I sit on here for 45 minutes. Its a useless way to waste time. If I bake something or cook something theres always disappointment. Yah dishes my favorite. Or look you at all that s**t now you have to look at your failure. Or at least till you clean it up.

I think I lack motivation and confidence. I don't feel like doing something because I feel like whats the point if I fail. I guess you learn from your mistakes . Maybe I should be more optimistic.

My Techniques of healthy cooking teacher was being really annal. Now what are you going to do. Then what. I know I did that as a kid then my mom could say nothing interesting. But with him you cant tell him to go away so I don't freak out. I don't need someone else jumping on me for something. Yes the class is smaller but but then theres more talkative teacher.

I think I need to seriously study the recipes more. Like practice a "batone" if it says batone and I forgot how to do one. And I think I will highlight the important stuff on the recipes too. I need a timer or to carry my cell around for the time.

I got a C on my essay all b/c of stupid s**t like grammar forgetting to put the thesis on the top of the paper and not citing all my sources in the outline. I was short by 4 seconds. I would of had a B sad Now I should cry right. I am striving for B's maybe I should be striving for A by the way which I never get.

I got to do the one thing I didn't want to do. .. The Hen. I think I did well I kind of wished i would have got to plate it b/c then I could practice plating. The labs are worth the most so I have to try harder on them and do as much preparing even if I don't think its necessary. But when I wrote out all the 1st recipe second... it was like heres mine use it. By the way you are doing this, and you are doing this .

Maybe it was a good thing I did the hen. I learned a lot.

What also annoys me is sitting and watching as stupid s**t happens like making a Gaia petition for Bump. It hasn't worked since I've been on here and it would be nice if it was fixed. As many complaints on the complain place (6???) you would think someone would have made one by now. If they fix anything I would be greatfull. You would also get loyal gaians back as a result b/c they came for friends and theres no friends so they can play the game and earn gold.

I need to work on the petition and make it more official like the one I saw for Gaia not allowing people to talk about sexuality but it is no where in the rules.

I should probably email the creator and get tips on how to do the typing stuff and look at the page La showed me. Well I think I'm going to go so something now. This was a nice change from boring forum topics.

Hachi_ateyou