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Today, I think I heard my heart breaking. Or just something inside me snapping. Imagine my luck. My friend's T and J invite me in on a conversation. Thats good. To be included with your friends is a great thing. NOT when J is continiously flirting with T every chance he gets. For 90% of the conversation I was just a third wheel. 'Round 3-4ish, J asks T out on a date, while I'm still on the phone. You'd think people would do that when I'm not around. Supposedly J knows that I had liked him because in a nervous plight T had said something. This made him leave. T talks to me, while I keep a good face. I never thought that'd happen to me... they just kept me around so they wouldn't feel awkward. She even tried convincing J to bring me along on their date. There is no amount of sanity that could bring me to do that. I don't care how good of a friend you are to me... To think, another happiness blooms when one has just crushed. I guess this is what its like to be officially rejected. No one can compare to miss T, no way, no how, no can do. I've always wished I could be like her...she's interesting.

Posted by: ShaIIow Wed Jun 22, 2005 @ 05:04pm

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Commented on: Wed Jun 22, 2005 @ 05:14pm


	Aw, sorry Tina sad As I have said before, if it is meant to be, it will be. If not, then you'll find better. Just keep looking, no worries. Oh, and make better friends because if they knew you liked him then they wouldn't have been acting like that with you right along beside them or whatnot. confused

Commented on: Wed Jun 22, 2005 @ 06:13pm


	The whole reason for the conversation was for me to get closer to him, him getting closer to me type thing. Or so they say. I'm not sure what to believe. But from what she says, I believe her somewhat. I'm just as confused, probably a little more hurt than I should be. All I can do is be the doting friend that keeps on a happy face.

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Commented on: Wed Jun 22, 2005 @ 06:21pm


	As I like to quote, "Nothing is perfect, if it was, there wouldn't be a heaven." Things will get better.

Commented on: Wed Jun 22, 2005 @ 06:26pm


	Hopefully, I'm really getting tired of this.

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Commented on: Wed Jun 22, 2005 @ 06:55pm


	Hopefully? No, no. It'll happen. Stop thinking so negatively.

Commented on: Wed Jun 22, 2005 @ 06:57pm


	Kinda hard when negative things are commonplace.

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Commented on: Thu Jun 23, 2005 @ 01:30am


	Well, if you're smart, you'll know that you can overcome that negativity.

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