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I'm through with people berating me and making me feel like I'm the worst person in existance. You know, doing that is ******** bullshit. I don't go and yell at someone when they're obviously ranting because they're hurting on the inside. That only creates trouble. Unless you're into that kind of thing, just keep it away from me. Bringing back old news makes no room for change. Telling someone that they haven't changed when they obviously have is also bullshit. Just because one person doesn't see these things, doesn't mean they don't exist. So just blow it already.

Dang.

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Well today was good, despite this morning's events. I knew it would happen, but having it happen in the way that it did, that just blew me away. It's either I'm the type of person people are so comfortable with they'd say or do anything around me, or he just totally forgot I was there. Either way, it still sucked.

Went to the comic book store and caught up on Samurai Deeper Kyo and Fruits Basket. Tiffany and Jason came about an hour later to pick us up to go to Dana Point. April and her step father were there. Her step father is a really nice guy, kinda reminds me of my dad somewhat, just not as scary. April, Jason, and Tiffany went into the ocean while Jen and I stayed on the rocks looking at things. Crabs especially. I wish I could have gone in the water, but the fires of hell are raging inside me and it doesn't make me feel any better. Infact this entire week has been nothing but an emotional rollercoaster. Thankfully the pills I bought lessened the pain today, which was good.

On the way home Jason would shout at random cars and wave to them, with this psycho expression. I also stuck my head out of the car while Tiffany was going 130 down the freeway. Felt good...need to do that more often.

Also, heard Alex got her license. Congrats.

Now to put aloe on my shoulder.

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