Dear HIM,
Hello,
You are the one that makes me write
You are the center of all of the fights
You are the one who’s name I can’t speak
You are the one who makes my knees weak
You are the one who broke my heart
You are the one that tore me apart
You thought leaving would help me
But now I’m drowning in my sea
My sea of endless misery
And all the pain that you can’t see
The tears caress my cheeks
Falling down for many weeks
A gaping hole you left inside
It makes me want to run and hide
Every day when I wake
I think life is okay
I can dress with a smile
Be happy for but a while
Yet reaching school I discover
I have lost my lover
This breaks me again
I’m completely dead by ten
I have hopes and dreams for you and me
Even when I know that it can’t be
So I’m writing to tell you just one last time
I love you, as stated in my pathetic rhyme
You are the one that makes me write
You are the center of all of the fights
You are the one who’s name I can’t speak
You are the one who makes my knees weak
You are the one who broke my heart
You are the one that tore me apart
You thought leaving would help me
But now I’m drowning in my sea
My sea of endless misery
And all the pain that you can’t see
The tears caress my cheeks
Falling down for many weeks
A gaping hole you left inside
It makes me want to run and hide
Every day when I wake
I think life is okay
I can dress with a smile
Be happy for but a while
Yet reaching school I discover
I have lost my lover
This breaks me again
I’m completely dead by ten
I have hopes and dreams for you and me
Even when I know that it can’t be
So I’m writing to tell you just one last time
I love you, as stated in my pathetic rhyme
I keep thinking, that some day, I’ll get out of bed and everything will just be gone, and okay with you and me. I think the pain and the tears, will all just disappear, like nothing ever happened, and you’re still here, next to me, to keep me safe. When I get to school, I think, I’ll just be able to go to your locker, to stand there and wait for you like I always do. I think you’ll come to me one day, and I’ll hug you tight, and you’ll kiss me softly, a peck on the lips, and everything will be alright. The world will start to move again, and I can live my life again. There won’t be any awkwardness, I won’t cry myself to sleep. I’ll be happy, and things will be okay. But I know that that’s just a fantasy day. I won’t wake up from my terrible dream, and you’ll never be as close to me as you once were. Painful memories and reminders will haunt me forever. And I will miss you...because I love you…
Love Forever,
HER
Community Member
I think you should write him a note.
And have it say all of this.
Let him know.
It might work out, it might be a little awkward for a while.
I told Jonny how I felt and though it was strange to be around him for a while, but we are still friends.
I know that even though he didn't feel the same, he still loves me like a best friend.
Tell Andy, Sugar.