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Break the Bittersweet Spell.....
Just because I love you....I'll completely ignore you.
So.....I guess we'll start off with this.
First thing's first- new poem. I'm writing this now, so yeah.

Sacrificing a Cookie For You Just Won't Be Enough

Crushed, my dreams are shattered.
The shards slowly descend to the ground.
The person I was reflecting on them,
Revealing my still-beating, shattered heart.
Whispering your name with every beat
Doing something I could never do:
Expressing how much you mean to me.

I fight for only you,
No weapons in my hands,
Only the desire for you to love me
All I have ever wanted
In the short time I've known you.

I believe you every time
You tell me you care about me.
But I can only wonder in regret
Whether or not you truly meant those empty words

I asked for your hand, my love
Only wanting you to be mine
To save me from myself and this pain
But you turn away, to return your world
All the while stealing mine away

A tear slowly runs down my cheek
While a drop of blood runs down my arm
Each holding on to something I thought was real
Only to be tossed away with the rest of your lies

Next- Lyrics to the song I'm currently obsessed with.

Flyleaf- All Around Me

My hands are searching for you
My arms are outstretched towards you
I feel you on my fingertips
My tongue dances behind my lips for you

This fire rising through my being
Burning I'm not used to seeing you

I'm alive, I'm alive

I can feel you all around me
Thickening the air I'm breathing
Holding on to what I'm feeling
Savoring this heart that's healing

My hands float up above me
And you whisper you love me
And I begin to fade
Into our secret place

The music makes me sway
The angels singing say we are alone with you
I am alone and they are too with you

I'm alive, I'm alive

I can feel you all around me
Thickening the air I'm breathing
Holding on to what I'm feeling
Savoring this heart that's healing

And so I cry
The light is white
And I see you

I'm alive, I'm alive, I'm alive

I can feel you all around me
Thickening the air I'm breathing
Holding on to what I'm feeling
Savoring this heart that's healing

Take my hand
I give it to you
Now you own me
All I am
You said you would never leave me
I believe you
I believe

I can feel you all around me
Thickening the air I'm breathing
Holding on to what I'm feeling
Savoring this heart that's healed

So there. I entered something in my journal, which I've been planning to do for a while. Oh yeah! Remember:

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MY SON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AS IN MINE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And if you try to take him from me.....

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THIS HAPPENS TO YOUR NEWSPAPER!!!!!!!!!!!!

......Well maybe it's a bit harsh......After all, it is an entire column......





 
 
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